National Day at Botanic Gardens

 Hey hey. Wondering what I should be talking about and realized that the long weekend was neither here nor there. hahaha

The weekend was cray crazy..! I can't stop thinking that today is a Sunday. And that means I am feeling abit urgh that this is a short week. 

 Well, it was the National Day weekend and National Day always makes me happy. I am neither patriotic nor crazy but I have always personally loved 9th August.  The day I get to watch videos of the nations struggle and getting back up, our forefathers and then get emotional at every videos. I get to sing the anthem, say the pledge. Hahah.. It was fun for me. Thank you!

Well, started the day amazing! We had our weekly workout routine at Botanic Gardens this time. We want Nature and that was Nature at its best. Other than the fact that the weather was scorching and draining all of our energy, I am pretty sure we had fun exploring every inch of Botanic Gardens. 

If you don't already know, Botanic Gardens is huge, with lots of paths and if I have a tip for dear 'trekkers', plan out your walk. But if you still prefer the unknown, sure, go.. We thought it was an easy walk so we went unplanned. Became adventurous, turn into every path and then getting out at God knows where. And since the weather wasn't helping, getting to 15k steps was dragggggggy.

(We managed though. But not after we lost our way to the car :) )

So, my back is not in the best shape. It has been aching since yesterday and I refuse to think it could be due to the walk. Been plastering medicated plaster on my back since earlier but it doesn't seem to go away. The other option is to consume the muscle and joint Panadol but I don't want to. So, I think I shall resort to some stretching before I go to sleep?

My life in 2020

I haven't been here in my cave for as long as I can remember. And oh my, have life been so different from the last time I checked.

Was contemplating if I should write today but I guess the K-drama, lovely horribly, that I have been watching plus the intense thought of trying to write a drama script made me finally logged into Blogger. 

Blogger has changed alot and so have my life.

1 year. Equal to 12 months. 12 months of roller coasters, 12 months of learning about myself, 12 months of constant learning. Self, business, people. And I am pretty sure when I look back at my life in the next 12 months, it will again be a huge difference. 

I can say I am still the same person I used to be. I've always believed the world could be a better place. If anything changed, it would be my perspective on so many things, ie life. 

Since 10 years ago, when I started my career, I have always tried my best at everything that was thrown to me. I believe that I can learn anything and my skills and experiences could always use an upgrade. I never complain. I actually like being good at my job.

Plans changed. Fast forward 10 years later, my experiences do come in handy. I am in a good place. Life hasn't always been easy. But I enjoy every second of it. Am I done learning? Not even close.

I am still learning everyday. Be it in my field or something new. I guess that's what makes a good employee/employer, right?

It's not easy and learning is tiring. I have always liked the idea of business. I was just too naive and oblivious. Didn't know it was possible. I started late, as a result.

Looking back, if I have 1 regret, it is not knowing who T. Harv Eker, Tony Robbins, Bob Proctor were. Just naming a few..

Seeing the perfect you

My heart yearns for you

To be with you

My heart fear for you

It beats for you

I love more than I can ever imagined

I love more than I thought is possible

I lived everyday fearing one day you will see more of me

more of my imperfection

more of my shortfalls

I lived fearing that if you see those of me, 

you will break me like noone else could

because of how much I feel for you..

how much I believe you wouldn't

I see you the highest possible could 

I surpass my view to see only your good

I trust and believe in your highs and lows
For I love you dearly..
And seeing the perfect you is the only I could bring myself to do

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