Life plan

Life life life... How has it been so far, since the day I last updated my blog.. Well.. It has been happy happy ones.. No complains

Alhamdulillah for all the lovely people in my life.. People who loves me unconditionally and those who care for my well-being:)

So.. So whats up with life exactly ya.

Been thinking again.. Thinking if I should reshuffle or if I should change my life plan.. Been bothered by all the 'what ifs' again.. And all different possible, sounds-good ideas/plans come to mind.. Hahaha..

I have been thinking and have discussed briefly with dear beloved on this.. And realised that I have no reason to actually change my life plan. Just that, this time, I should really consider marriage into the plan.. Yea. Really should...

So.. Thats basically ya.. I shall update again soon. When I have something to share and write.. I will come back..Loves!

:)

Current song on repeat mode: Selembut Sutera- Nur Fatimah

Ok.. I have just reached home from work, seminar and an outing with a bunch of few people.

And apart from the fact that I became the centre of everybody's attention since I am wearing a super bright red dress and a super tired feet due to killer heels, I am feeling wonderful.. Thank you to the 3 bunch for making my evening a pretty enjoyable one.

Looking forward for more~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Well well.. Life has been colorful the past few days.. Dull colors with a tinge of bright colors.

Well who bothers anyway...

I am selfish

Too many stuffs are playing in my head.

I dun even know what I am doing.. What I am thinking and what I am feeling. Leave me alone for a while and this problem keep coming bugging me. Urgh! Its so frustrating doing something and hating it at the same time.

I know people talk behind me all the time. And I dare say even my close friends do that. How I know? I am not dumb! And I have brains to and eyes to think and see. I know I am called names and I also know that I have been selfish to people. It bugs me. But given time, I've been wondering if it is wrong for me to be selfish, like finally, too see myself happy. Doing whatcr I think I want to do and having the freedom to think abt what I want to do in life.

As much as theres still that imperfection in my life, I am rather happy that I am free. I finallybreathe with relieve. Knowing that I have done myself a favour not owing anyone my life.

I am sorry. To everyone I've hurt. But I think its also time I think about myself. My happiness. My future.