A spinning world

From buangkok to serangoon to tai Seng. All for what? I am über disappointed at what happened..

"Banyak NYer pimple." That's how you greeted your girlfriend?

I cannot stop my sensitivity but at lease put a little effort to understand the dos and donts towards your girlfriend. I made a decision. Though my world is spinning at every single point of the day. I tried to be strong so I can make this trip. At about now, my mood is already killed. I hoped for excitement, happiness but what?

I am upset. But then. Who cares?

Boring boring aje

Current addiction: Demi Lovato's 'Give your heart a break'

Well well.. Life was never predictable. One minute you acn have a smooth standard plan and the next minute, with just a twist of words can make your whole lifeplan jumbled around taking a whole twist of turn.

Obviously what I have been feeling this past week. It seems like my time here is ending quite soon. I am excited for a new challenge, a new set of life but then again, typical of Tqah, she is never that good in adapting to changes. I dun really like something to change after I have grown a bit too attached to the current situation.

But then, sape kite untuk tentukan. Sesungguhnye jalan hidup saye da ditentukan. As for now, I am just following a path that has been created for me. I just hope with support, time and endurance, I can achieve my dreams and In shaa Allah can be a better person for everybody.

Now lets change the topic abit.

Talked to mum about wedding during the weekend. Interesting topic to discuss. The dos and donts. The planning. I sound like I really can't wait to plan my own wedding but then again, I will maybe have to wait for the next 4 to 5 years. Why? Simply because I still too many things to achieve first. Marriage can wait. I think..

I have been thinking about changing my blog skin.. But am a little too lazy to start doing it.. Hehe.. Macam malas aje.. Lets see.. If I can find something for the next hour or so..

Bye sygs..

A long time

Hello Bloggy. It has been quite some time. :)

I haven't been feeling quite well these past few days but trying my very best to ignore the aches and all. Well, I've been busy. Very busy. Never a day past where I won't have much things to do. Always rushing. Always running. Not becoz I did work at the last minute but becoz work is tedious and difficult. Have been spending 2 weeks doing this piece of work. Oh well, shall not complain of the work I have. Namenyer pon work.. :)

I have nothing specific to really talk about today. So I shall just rant or say whatever.

My headaches are not getting any better. But. I've been taking my medicines. Felt the pain today after so long but then was quite ok after I finally let myself call down a lil bit. Think must have rushed myself terribly to feel the sudden pain afte weeks of not having it. :) but I'm fine now. Thanks medicine.  Though I hate you so much. Hehe.

Life is wonderful. I hope so. Family still there. Bf still there. Many black dull paint on the canvas but nonetheless there's still splashes of yellow and pink and red. I'm grateful for life. Alhamdulillah.

Other than that, my social life is something not to be proud of. I dun meet friends. I dun go out much. Who to blame, but myself.. I'm too tired with work and am getting lazier and lazier. Too lazy that my social life gets affected. Change tqah. Change!

So. I'm done ranting. Updating dear Bloggy on my iPhone. Haha. Reaching yishun soon. So. Gtg. Update you soon darling. I love you.