Things always happen

I know I am a little bit late at posting it but its been weeks since our dearest Cory Monteith left us.. He was a huge talent.. I was deeply saddened by this fact but what's breaking me the most is whenever I think about Lea. Yeah, she's been my inspiration and motivation all these while. She is strong but receiving this fact could destroy every strong being.. It's heartbreaking knowing that she had it rough. But my, is she strong to pull herself through. Through this, I learn something.. Something I've always known. But never really bothered by it.. The healthy and perfectly fine person you see today might not be there anymore tomorrow..

So. Back to what I was intending to post today..

The difficulty of Studying and working full time at the same time has started to take a toll on me.. It's starting to get difficult as time past by.. And no. I can't quit.. They say "bersusah-susah dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian".. These are just some sacrifices I need to make..

Currently right now, I am stuck with my statistic's assignment. No one to help me exactly. I am confident of my accounting though.

HRM... Heh.. If only I could get past my distraction and understand more. That would be better.. :)

So, right about now, here I am in the train otw back home from tuition.. I am fatigue.. Abit hungry.

Things are not in the best of state right now.. Tired for things and maybe it's best everything's served on the plate.. No more secrets about how he truly feel about me and this rs.. I am too tired and very much had my mind occupied with many things.. To save the pain? Maybe I'm getting numb with how I am supposed to feel.

I believe I can and will be a better person no matter what difficulties life has in store of me.

Just like Lea, I choose to be positive and strong

It's life

So.. This is life..

Now, I truly understand the full term of 'you will never appreciate something until its gone' .. I can't remember how I have always take things for granted.. And now that they are gone, I wished I could rewind back time to correct but I've done wrong..

It's also typical of life.. Where people like you, love you, adore you.. but there are also some who hate you. Loathe you. Well, who are we to stop them..

That's life.. Right?

Just another day post

In real life, you cannot always get what you want and believe it or not, I want all I want in life.. Greedy? Maybe.. But too bad for me..

I have too many things I have in my mind but to put them into words and sentences seems to be impossible. Making myself too readable could hurt people's feelings so I shall just continue to be as vague as I can to save many heartaches.

Well, my days hasnt been one I would say have been sailing smoothly. It has not. But guess I am too tired to even be thinking abt it. I am tired.

Work has been another bitch! Just because I do my work quick, doesnt mean you push loads to me.. That is so unfair. Everybody is busy but remember, I am busy too.

Things are just not in the right places for now. Maybe I need to just calm down first.