How much happier can I possibly be? Blessed with a great partner and one I wouldn't trade with anything at all. (Well.. I'll think again about the shoes and bags).. So.. basically, never have I expect I will be those kind of girl who will be getting a surprise with something she has been dreaming and wanting for a while now.
Today bloggy, I am that girl. I was surprised with a Purple HP laptop which I have been eyeing for some time now. Boyfriend had been there listening to my struggle, seeing my heart and head arguing (like its not normal) about whether I should be getting this Baby or not.
Not, darling got for me instead, He knows I am in love with this lappy and he got it for me.
My my.. How much do I love this guy. I dun run around being materialistic.. But this laptop.. Let this be a symbol or how much he loves me. Let this laptop remind me constantly that my boyfriend loves me and that no matter how much of an arse I become, he will still love me.
I cannot say it enough, But thank you syg.. I love you.. and I love my Baby.
Friday, March 6, 2015
Tuesday, February 10, 2015
Craze
Ok well..
Life is beginning to take a toll on me. People pushing me around. Making decisions for me.
I dunno when I would finally say I've had enough of this shit and leave
Life is beginning to take a toll on me. People pushing me around. Making decisions for me.
I dunno when I would finally say I've had enough of this shit and leave
Monday, July 7, 2014
Bismillah
They say. Everything that happened, they happened for a reason.. Allah will not take something from us except if HE has something better in store for us..
You gave this advise to every one who has problems.. Right until it hit you!
Taking in your own advise has never really been easy. Having someone say it to you countless times does not make anything any easier either..
I can't help but wonder.. Generally. Why is it so hard to please human? What am I doing sitting around trying my very best to please someone.. It's either they do or they dun.. A question is either a yes or a no..
It hurts. I am never denying it. But I have to stay strong for them who still believe in me. I have to live life for those who still needs me. However, like I say. Thinking and saying things, they are much easier than believing and truly doing it.
Come what may.. It can hurt like crazy.. I may cry buckets. I may breakdown and stay in depression mode.. But. If the decision made truly makes you happy. Truly pleases you.. Then I shall follow suit. Not bcoz I stopped caring. Not bcoz my heart stopped feeling. It's bcoz i cared so much and bcoz it feels too much for you that I am granting you this..
Until things are finalized, I will stay and hope. And pray. That the odds may be in my favor today.
Amiin..
You gave this advise to every one who has problems.. Right until it hit you!
Taking in your own advise has never really been easy. Having someone say it to you countless times does not make anything any easier either..
I can't help but wonder.. Generally. Why is it so hard to please human? What am I doing sitting around trying my very best to please someone.. It's either they do or they dun.. A question is either a yes or a no..
It hurts. I am never denying it. But I have to stay strong for them who still believe in me. I have to live life for those who still needs me. However, like I say. Thinking and saying things, they are much easier than believing and truly doing it.
Come what may.. It can hurt like crazy.. I may cry buckets. I may breakdown and stay in depression mode.. But. If the decision made truly makes you happy. Truly pleases you.. Then I shall follow suit. Not bcoz I stopped caring. Not bcoz my heart stopped feeling. It's bcoz i cared so much and bcoz it feels too much for you that I am granting you this..
Until things are finalized, I will stay and hope. And pray. That the odds may be in my favor today.
Amiin..
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