Thursday, November 29, 2007

Missing!

I wanna go back to Northland.I miss each and everyone of my friends there.Why can't secondary and poly just be at the same school.? Ya,i saw fazilla ,jenmark, syafizah and joanne almost all the time in NYP but its very2 different from the other time.I miss you guys from 4EA all the way to the technical class and also the sec 5 and can i say everyone there are in Northland.?
I miss Jessica,Syafizah and Joanne who have always been there listening to my craps and always being my shoulder to cry on.I miss Sheila,jenmark,mahes and Fazilla who have always brighten up my days with their jokes.I miss all my NPCC mates.I miss my cadets because they were the one who have always make me happy in any situation.I miss the teachers who have always come to class shouting or smiling.I miss my sistaz liyana,Shikin and Salina.They are the bestest friend I can ask for..I miss the sec5s who have always been disturbing and teasing me.I miss Rafiq so much.The one guy who make me smile all the time and the guy who have always treat me with respect.And i miss everyone else.
I want my secondary life back.Can i have them?








I think I think too much and that is the reason why I am in this state now.Running nose with a terrible throat pain and a headache.I want to sleep but I can't because I've still got my PD project to finish up.And now here I am in school,putting on my headphones and listening to a blasting music.Arggggghhh..I am in pain.

Just get a new story.His operation is on 7 December instead.I thought my misery had come to an end but no,it has to be postponed.He is clearly with someone else now and it looks like he loves her alot. Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...

*I am confused


Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Why?

Why does bad fortune always befall human? It happens many time in this lifetime of mine and as a human,all I can do is to pray and patience.Sometimes I am bored with bad fortune.Sometimes I am pissed but nothing will change.Dinie is suppose to go to KK hospital today for his check up.I just got a message from mum who says that Dad is now in hospital,emergency.I hate the word EMERGENCY!!!I panic like hell!Hope Dad is not admitted to hospital.Can i work???????

Raudha,I am sorry ya.I will miss dikir today and that is for sure.And I will definitely miss you guys.Haiz.But I will just have to give it a miss for today.I know you understand right?Thank you babe. Arrgggghhhh....

Can I just shout?
Well,I just did.Thank goodness I am situated at a pond in NYP..I can released my tension.Hahahahahaha..Well,enough about that.This is like the first time I spend time at the pond here and I am soooooo happy!Right zura,Halifah?Its beautiful?Very2 beautiful.To me lah but I dunno about others view and yeah,I dun care about what they think.. Ok.I think Im gonna go now because I am crapping.So i shall go before the condition worsen.













Mother Nature

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Today

Hello..
Lets write ya.Actually I have got no mood today to do anything but was in class and was thinking about when the school will end when Halifah and Zura told me that we have got only like 16 weeks of school for 1 semester.I was so shocked as I felt like it has only been a month when i restart school and now is week 7 already.I immediately take note of all the assignments I have to hand in and I realized that I have not done alot of them.Of course,I panic and stay back after school to do them.Now,i had finished doing most of them.Thank goodness..

I have been counting days to the 30th.I dunno why I even bother to do them but I did.Most of my time nowadays were spend on thinking about him.Guys,its not that "that" kind of think..Its just concern.I cant stop myself from being concern.I tried to avoid discussions about him but I cant because people love to ask and I have to answer them.Laugh at me my dear peeps..I miss him!!

Didn't really spent much time with my giler-geng today because was busy doing my assignments.Sorry girls.But you girls know I always love you all.Haha..Liana and Raudha,I hope the both of you did well for your presentation.Zura,sorry for not talking that much to you at the later part of the day.I'm in the state of panicking.

Zura,please dun malu me anymore in front of Farhan.Crapp!!I was so shocked when you told me the reason why he said thank you..And An
,you dun have to listen to everything Zura said.

To my family,I love all of you.So much..Thanks for everything.My bro and Mum,please get well soon.To dad,your absence at home is always felt.I appreciate all your hard work.To my sis,your the best sis I can ever ask for.


To my sistaz Liyana,Shikin and Ina.I love you girls always.Even if we were to ever break,I will love you 4.

To my MCG friends,you guys gave me the best time in NYP.I will forever treasure that.

To my giler-geng,you girls mean everything to me here.Thanks