" Life is very beautiful if you live in simplicity. You can find your Happiness in the simplest things. You also find Love by giving Love to others. You can build your own world, loving and caring for others. There you will also find your Happiness."

Written in 2010 by Claudine Patrascu --- Romania

3months has past and I am still surviving in my office. Surviving scoldings, politics, stress headaches, tired self. Everything. Good and congrats I would say for myself.:)

So well, here we go. How is my life so far?

Hmm..Life has been good. Just some unfairness.But then again, when have life ever been fair? Its just how you wanna accept it thats all. So far, I am accepting them all good. With open hands. Hahaha. My social life is a bit limited. World now revolved around work and home work and home.. Im always either too lazy to meet my friends or I can't.

Work is a bitch. Regaining me back all my tension headache. Yan has been persuading me to go see the doctor but hmm..We'll see huh. December to February busy. Waa..I can foresee myself not even realising the new yaer have come.

And damnation..Talking about new year. Its already 21st. Its so freaking fast can? It feels like it was only a few weeks ago, I was welcoming 2010 and now 2011 coming already? Man, thats fast..

Lets just recap what I've achieved this 2010 (tho I know its nothing much)
Hmm,


Alhamdulillah. This is a dream come true. Writing a cerpen was one achievement. Winning is another. Having it turned out into a drama is another. Its indeed the best experience I can ask for or have.

Next.Graduating.Graduating at the supposed time and with all the friends, that indeed was awesome. GPA was back by only a few decimal points but like they say,you get what you earn. Didn't complain about it.


All the other achievements I think is all the jobs I have held. Many positions but I manage to survive through.

And the other one is to finally settle down on a job.

What more can I ask for. Happy 2011..

Smile:)

"When you know you have loved ones but still feel lonely. When you know you can shout but still keep quiet. When you know you should express but still just be ignorant. I love to say I am an attention seeker..but I only seek attention from my loved ones. But when my loved ones are not giving me attention.Then can I go seek from public now?"

I like to think that I can handle everything. I love to think that I can be patient up to a level it would kill. But who am I kidding? I am only human..

When they ask "Hey,what's wrong? tell me." , I only say "Nothing.I'm good"

Some will probe more and some will just try a few bit more and then give up. Not that I give a damn about it.

But you know, what hurts the most is that the people you love, the people who say they love you, when they ask the question. First, you should know that you've hurt me and shouldnt ask.Its either you're plain stupid or you simply wanna keep your ego high by wanting me to TELL you what's wrong with me. Second, you dun go get angry at me for being angry..I am human and I am free of my own feelings and emotions. You dun get angry at me if I dun want to tell you whats wrong.

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Problems would always be problems. Its how you handle them that will determine the outcome of every problem. Haiz..

Thats it.

Lavenver ring

Baby.. Can I have this for our wedding? My wedding ring..Customised with our name engraved on the ring.. *Dreaming

My addiction and obsession for lavender is dangerously crazy..

So..well well.. Gd day.. Good weather to be crawling onto bed and snuggle up with your blanket..

These few days, my urge to write has been tremendously strong,, I need to write.And the need of paper and pen by me has been a necessity. In case I'm free not doing anything for the moment or in case something nice just run into head and I need to jot it down.

I wanna blog about stg but have forgot what about.. And when I can remember what..I shall come back alright.