Sometimes I wonder about my self! I questioned myself frequently, ' what kind of girlfriend am I ?' I get too paranoid over small silly things and I know it is stupid. But kalau diri tu da macam gitu, I nak buat macam mane? Why is it that I have to ever think of changing the way I am to suit someone? I ask myself this but sometimes I lost my own identity by doing just that. I always look back and ask myself what have I become or rather who am I? Dramatic isn't it? That's how jiwe ni rase kadang2. I am not pinpointing to a date or an event or a feeling. I am purely just writing down something I have been thinking about for quite sometimes.