Sucky

I dunno if its the swing that is affecting my mood today or just that its not a good day.

The whole day was just boring and tiring and kinda dead for me. I mean.. It was just a SHAGGED day if I were to describe it,

Thought that it was probably only due to work and payroll period that made me feel so sour today. But guess what? It dragged on even after work ends,after I left office. Just that I do not know what the factor if it was. Its irritating!!!

I cant describe the feelings I have right now. I started crying out of the sudden. It was stupid when I think of it. It was probably normal for her when she said it. She wasn't really scolding me to be honest, but why is it that what she said hurts so much.

You know when you feel that you are needed.. But only to fill up the hole. No one really looked up to me. Not that I ask for that. But you know, sometimes I wish that no one gives a rats ass about what I am thinking or feeling or just saying.

Well, I am only ranting. No need for anyone to feel the pinch.