Baby..

Currently listening to Glee's Lea Michele- Jar of heart... Would say the song suits the mood so perfectly.

Maybe I will just dedicate this blog post to baby..:)

Baby.. we both can't remember how we met each other but what we knew was that we met 7 years back and since then we've been the bestest of friend. You always been the figure I know I can count on and also one whom I always pour all my happiness and sorrows to.. I would say you know me best than any other..

The first time I told you I love you, I wasn't sure if that was what I want cause I was still traumatized by whatever had happened. You led me along every single small step we took and patiently taking in all my complains and whining and mistakes.

Today I can proudly say that I love you so much.. I dun care what people wana say about us being together but as long as we are both happy with each other, I think thats all that matters.

Here I wanna apologise for all the wrongs I've done and I know they are alot.. I am sorry b.. I love you lots and it will stay just the way it is.

Now listening to Glee-Pretending (Finchel)

Painting the house

Its the Fasting month again,

So, its the fasting month. Already 11 days in this holy month of Ramadan. Alhamdulillah.

Ramadan this year was what I would say a very challenging one. Reason being is that I am finally working in a freezing office where everyine around me are non-Muslim. So food and drinks here and there. Not that its tempting me but just that you know, they always say 'when its too cold, you tend to be more hungrier'..

Another reason to a challenging Ramadan is just Work itself. Dealing with 'cekik-darah' staffs and vendors and clients are very frustrating.. Very very frustrating.

But well, Ramadan kan.. Nak marah2 bingit2 pon takde energy and mood. Hahaha.. So yeah, what I can say is that I am a very patient person this Ramadan. Kalau tak memang aku da maki agaknyer pompan tu tadi..:)

Anyway..I have been thinking alot these few days.. Been asking myself where am I heading to. Got some options but still thinking.

Been haunted with the past again and again and as painful as it feels, I am grateful I am strong enough to stand up again. I dun want to think about what happened in the past with anybody.. I am grateful and wish to think about what is happening at the present.

Thank you mum and dad for loving and taking care of me.. Thank you sis and bro for everything. Thank you work for letting me earn my income. Thank you dear for being there.. Just being there..


I love you guys.. Alot:)