Nobody's perfect

Hello bloggy. You know.. I haven't been feeling too good this past weeks. It was tiring, and too many things happened. Too many feelings and too many events happening over a short period of time. Bloggy, do you know what it feels like to want something so much but knowing they will never be yours? Why did it cross your path and became yours for a little while for it to be taken away from you soon after? I hate it and I hate everyone who's doing this to me. Someone said I'm too sweet and too kind. Loving something or someone and not expecting anything back. Well, that's stupidity if I were to call it. Pure stupidity. Who does soemthing without expecting anything in retun? Hahaha.. aching, heart is shredding and itBody is 's the kind of feeling where you wanna run and never stop and never looking back. Hoping that when you sleep, everything just became a dream so when I wake up, they are just nightmares. Not something I would have to live with. Wouldn't it be beatiful if life is a pencil with an eraser attached to it? You drawing whatever you want and erasing everhting that upsets you. I never regretted falling in love. Never. But If there's something I regret, that is to love someone too much and letting them get to you. Because you know why? It suck to be dependent on someone? It suck to have your mood-change affected because of someone. Well. Enough of this nonsense. No amount of complaining, ranting, whining and crying can solve anything. I have to stop being stupid for once and rectify things. But I won't start now.. Because I make mistake and i love this mistake though its hurting me.. That's just because NOBODY IS PERFECT!