That man whom I can't have

Love was never really an easy thing
As beautiful as it is,
The heartache, the pain can sometimes be the whole reason why people give up the idea all over

The whole process of falling in love is tiring.
Truthfully, I am sick and tired of the whole falling in love shit
Its either the jerks..
Or the one whom I can't possibly have

The one I can't have..
Haa

They are the one that makes falling in love feels like the most fun
They make falling in love worth all the effort and heartache
But well..
that's before the heartache really kicks in

You know when you love someone so much.
Despite knowing from the very start that it was near impossible.
Wait! Scrap that...Impossible
to see a future together.

But because of how beautiful it all feels.
Because of how right it feels
Because how he makes the heart ache for him
Because of how it feels like you are his only universe when he looks at you
But mostly just how he makes you feel so happy.. So strong.. and so WORTH IT

Those were why it feels like
'I'll deal with the pain when it comes'
'It will be worth it'
'Things will change'

Fat hope I'll tell you

But then again..
Sometimes..
Only sometimes..
When we hope enough,
miracles can happen