The world and the talented..

So basically, today I have 2 very interesting to blog about. Here goes:

Firstly, I have this urge to listen to MJ. Wanted to listen to Heal the world and cause this comp is loading the video too long, I decided to just browse through the related songs in the sidebar and ended up clicking the Haiti song sang by the many many artist. Listen to them and watch the video and little do I know, I have tears streaming down my cheeks. Been thinking about the world and how bad it has become.. Naturally and not. Its scary when you think about it but its really upsetting to see news about people dying every single day in the papers due to all this. It really kills.

As a kid, when you see people say they want world peace as a wish, I will go like why that? Isn't there something more better ou could wish for. And as I grew up when people ask me what I wish for, I say WORLD PEACE! Simply because , now I realise the meaning behind it. Theres no point in asking for more money and never ending happiness when the world is not even safe and peaceful. When everybody is hating and bearing the hard grudge. Grudges pollute the world and it never became a safe and peaceful to live on anymore.

I really wish that if people were to die, its because of natural disaster or sickness instead of obvious human factors.

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Second being, I came across Connie Talbot's video on youtube and was blew away by how amazing she sounded at 10 and how beautiful she grew up to become. I was simply in love with her when I first saw her when she was 6 , when she auditioned for Britain's Got Talent. Since I did not know at all which year that was, I simply thought she's still a young girl until today. She's 10 and shes so amazing. That much I would say

And I wonder, where did all this talent come from. So young yet so much talented.

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And so now.. I am in so much envy but needless to say.. Nothing can beat GLEE.. and thats what I think.

After so long..

Hey my lovely bloggy~

At work currently and all I've been doing since morning were GLEE-ing..

My addiction, rather obsession for glee has left boyfie rather scared. Actually it scares the hell out of me too.. Not that I mind at all. Dreaming of Heather Morris hugging me. Then Mark Salling giving me a peck.. I wonder whats next, man.. Can I just simply get them all for Christmas? I wish~~

So, life? Been through the up and downs of life of which now is the lowest down but I ain't complaining. GOD gave me downfall for a reason. Either as an obstacle of life or as a punishment in life. Its ok. Who am I to complain aniway.

Boyfie has always been one great guy. Being by me in almost every single step of the time. Though meeting always seems like a problem but always reminding me that he's always having my back, now.. Thats sweet as hell.. I love you as much I am allowed too..:)

Social life? I crave for them but my current situation just limit my social life a little much bit. But hey, theres always the internet, phone, whatsapp and more.. You are never that far away with technology.

Hmmm~ I need a time out for a walk in the garden, a calm sip of drink, a very much healing massage and time with my love ones. I am super blessed to be surrounded by those loved ones and never have I complain about having them with me. Cause, their presence mean alot to me in every single step of the way.

Life is fun.. When you bear no grudges for the one who broke your heart. When you throw away anger from the one who's responsible for it. When you realise that all negativity happened is due to partly your own fault. For example, I bear no grudges after granting myself time to think over why my heart got broken.. It's simply because i dun make a good girlfriend to that guy I said I love.

Because 1 think I realise, saying you love is an entire different thing to actually loving that particular someone. Loving him means seeing the best in him and loving me is just vice versa. Guess I couldn't get that. And also, they say.. GOD has a pair for everyone. HE knows better, so what do I need to feel angry and upset for when I don't clearly know what is in store for me just yet. Lets just take things as it is.

To boyfie. I love you alright. Thanks so much for everything. And one day if what we wished for happened, it happened. Simply said.