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Life is indeed so much better ya?

They say good things happen to those who wait.

Well, I wasn't waiting.. You dazzled into my life. You made it beautiful. I smile more.. I laugh more.. I believe in my self- worth.

But well, life isn't always fair.. It gives you one but not the other

As I sit and stare at you at this very instant, my heart is full.. Full from all the love I feel for you. Full from all the overflowing feelings

I can only hope at this point that your forever would only be better than this. And that you will only be the happiest at every point..

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Urgh! What else can I say

Life is difficult!

Meaning one thing and then saying another thing. What other damn choice do I have. Sometimes I wonder what kind of big nonsense have I done to deserve all this shit!

Truthfully, I am tired. Really tired of all this. I want what I want but why is it that everything I want always seems to be so wrong.Dammit! 

I said its fine but damn who am i kidding? What the hell is fine anymore? Just a neutral easy expression to describe if I am actually not bloody fine?