Fam out!

My goodness...Im so tired..

Ok..Went to Suntec,Marina today..Just to walk around..Didnt intend to follow cause Ive got tons of things to finish up by Monday but since the family is going far the I thought why not if I would just tag along..And thank goodness I did cause we came back at almost 11pm...

Went to Marina Square justnow and we were talking about the last time we all went there and actually sat at the steps for hours..HahhA....no idea..but as I can remember,it was went I was in Sec 1.Hhaha...We went there justnow and yea, theres that chingay thingy today..It wasnt intentionally..REally!!We just thought we would sit there for awhile to just eat some snacks but we finally waited till late night to watch the chingay thing..It was my first time watching a chingay..But I wasnt gayat lor!!Hhhahaha..Nothiing much..I mean,I've never really favour chingay u see..The only thing that make me go super-duperly wow is the fireworks,listening to the song 'reach out for the stras' and spending the time there with my family..Unfortunately without dady...

Home npw and Ive got to do my project soon..Please give me the strength to do it tonite!!!HAIZ....Bf is asleep I think hes not repling my msg..Kate nak kol!!Hmph!!hahaha...hes tired I guess...I shall end it here for todae and its gonna be February in a few minutes time..Cool!!!

Ok..Bye people..Good nites..Loves!

thats when I love you

When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you I love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you, I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you, WhenI love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you I love you, more than youll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you, When I love you no matter what

The song somehow made me think..If it was me,would I really still love such a person..ahaha..Much patience she have there..But still,I think I might...Hehehe..

OOAD done..Alhmadulillah..
I **********************************************

**Im sick and tired of procrastinating..

Waiting is tiring!!

Hahhaha..Im waiting for the freaking NETBEAN to finish downloading..im waiting for Shamin to reply my message..Im waiting for *********************.......
hahaha..
I am tired tired tired..
A great day I had yesterday..
Bf fetched me from skul..
woohoo..

I went to someones blog justnow..Actually 2 persons blog..I was expecting a bit of jealousy but apprently I have none..But instead I have this happiness I cant explain why..hahA..If I'm not wrong,its already 1 year..And I see a happy couple..All the best guy..

Ok..next!Netbean cannot use..No jdk thingy!!!!crap!!!I hate computers I hate technologies...Can???Hahaha...Im learning them....I cant screw them..

tiredness!!

Lutut aku macam nak tercabut da!

Seriously I dun feel like atalking in English but I'm already stuck at the first line,so I think I shall just talk English here(if i cAN still call this nonsense English) with some Malay here and there..

Saturday out,Sunday at home,Monday out,Tuesday out..My goodness...Sape nyer lutot tak tercabut?haha..actually semue orang nyer tak la..aku nyer je..hehehe..tu la...exercise pon malas nak mampos mane tak tercabotnyer..(and I know bf will laugh at this)

OK..Camera is spoilt so no pics ya..Family from KL came down since Saturday but we went out with them only on Monday,yesterday.It was nice seeing them here agian..I want tgo KL lak can???Haiz....No?EXAMS tqah!OK...and so..they came to Spore..We brought them to places they wanna go..We have fun..And ya..ibu bought me baju..haha..Thanks ya..

And so..OOAD proj need to be submitted on Thursday and its not done.hahaha...GEREK!Wanna do them but no mood and I know I cant focus..SHHHHAAAAMMMMIIIINNNN!!!!!!WE WILL FINISH IT TOMORROW OK?!

And yeap,today is Tuesday..ANd that means I have not been seeing bf for...ermmmm....3 days!My goodness..That is so long...Can you believe it,I manage to not see him for 2 weeks in the past even when we are in a relationship..Tapi now,1 hr pon tak cukop tau..ISK!!!!

you..da la..I tak nak jumpe u lagi ah..1 MONTH dari skarang baru kiter jumpe lagi ah k...hahahaha...Macam paham je TQAH...haha...1 month eh?

S-E-N-T-O-S-A

Yesterday was 24th January..

Hahhaha...I thought yesterday was great fun but......It was kinda fun afterall.Haha...Shalln't complain..Lets just briefly go through why yesterday was fun..

• bf fetch me from home at almost 10.
• bf help me out with the sandwich making(sis and mum too)
  
• ive gt bf all to myself from yishun to dhoby ghaut
• met up with raudha and wani to get foods and drinks..masok satu carrefour fun la eh..
• naik skytrain and i was so gayat..First for me..was kinda scared(bt act mcm tak)..no need scared bf there..wakakaka..
• reached sentosa it was very very nice..
• walked on the sand..feeling so nice
• talking nonsense along the way(deciding where to settle down)
• halau semut byk2 with zura..Wakakakakaka..
• main masak2 with bf..hahahahaha...lets do it again..
• laugh at the gerls nyer nonsense playing volleyball,monkey and netball.mcm2 style drg main
• haha..berebut the ball with bf trying to erase each others name off the sand
• i learn a new technique to play volleyball which im not gonna use(i dun do sports)
• walk around sentosa with bf to the sentosa flower walk..
• soooo puas hati that i get to see the blossoming flowers.my gdness..so nice
  
• get to walk where beside u,right and left theres flowers..it feels like fairy tales

But still at the end of the day..What makes yesterday outing fun and nice is that I get to laugh and be nonsensical with my friends and bf..hahah.I dunno with the rest but I do have tons of fun yesterday eventhough I cant main air!*hmph!

Not enough with that..Family waited for me at Vivo and we went to find Henderson Waves which we finally where it was only that we didnt go..We wnet to Marna Barrage after that..Hahahaha..that was the best..play2 water with the siblings..fun time i had with them..Off to ECP then..I was already tired by then and was sneezing sneezing since it was very cold and I think I'm still 'sick'..

Had fun people...Bby..Have fun today with your family yup..Go have fun camping..and come back and tell me funny things about what happen.ahhaha...ok..I'm off..Wanna do up my OOAD..byez!!

wioohhoo

Can't wait for tomorrow
I just can't
For the fact that I'm going out with my deary2 friends doing something..
and I will be getting the whole day with bf...
Woohoo!!!!!!!!!

Loves!

Just some update before I go to bed..

Its the 22nd of the month again..Alhamdulillah..Relationship has been going on without much conflict and all...Grateful for that..
You...I love you...Thanks for the life!!hahaha...tak paham kan???

Ok...Hope Saturday just turn out well..Da lame tak keluar ngan dorang2...I want the full clique can?no?impossible?watever!

Animation lab test 2 is tomorrow and I'm wondering ehy I have the "you're dead" sound at the back of my head..Hha..I havent been studying..

OOAD project is not finished SHAMIN..If you're ever reading this but I think you're not since your lappy is sooo not feeling well.Too bad!!!By wednesday next week must finish k..I want my A...

Common Test and exams are all coming soon..With common test;4 papers in another 2 weeks time..Exams at the end of February..Still a long way but yet a short one..The discipline I have last semester seems to have disappear..Wtheck!!

I'm a lucky girl aren't I?Syukur...May I'm blessed with all the good thingd..despite the naughtty things I've done in life!!!I will rpent...Watch me!!Maybe not now but soon..Mark my words..Soon!

The very least..I'm in love with everyone..You know who..Family..Love you people so much..Friends..Love you all...Bf..I'm in love with you all over again everyday..

20th January

Its the 20th Januay today..Yes.!The second day this semester for me..I mean the second time this semster that I can't have my proper sleep.Due to?Due to projects...Yeah..Today,on the 20th January 2009,many things are gonna happen and I shall say what in a while..

*I'm posting an entry here not because I'm not doing my work..I am but I need a break for a while..My tummy pain is killing me at this moment..Ya ampun...sakit!!!!!!

OK..here's what make todae,20th January a special day..
1.There is gonna be a DDI quiz later on at 9am
2.There is gonna be RAD lab test later on at 12pm,of which,I'm SCREWED!!
3.There is NTP project submission at 3pm
4.There is NTP demo to our 'wonderful' lecturer at 3pm
5.There is NTP presentation at 3pm
6.To sum it all up,I'm screwed and already dead before I actually am
7.19 years ago,at 0543, I'm sure,a beautiful baby was born by a very beautiful woman.And she was named 'NORAZURA RAZALI'..According to my clock,she is due in about an hour time..

And yeap..So this is how I 'assume' 20th January will be..

To that beautiful baby(an adult now) who will be turning 19 in an hour time,I'm wishing you a very Happy birthday..Its a hard day today but still hope nothing ruin your day and may you enjoy the day ya..I will officially wish you,only at 0543..hha..Moga dimurahkan rezeki dan dipanjangkan umur dan dikurniakan kesihatan yang sesihat sihatnya..

*sad*

New blog skin and I know this looks abit childish of me..I was so frustrated that I cant find any and I am in a desperate state to change my blogskin so this is due to changes anytime..

Haiz..I am sooooooooo tired...I've been sleeping at any possible time I've got..

I'm feeling really uneasy right now due to whatever reason I'm still unsure of myself..Damn!

It was mum's bdae yesterday and I hope she do have fun yesterday..Didn't get anything for her cause I dunno what I shud actually get for her..Bad me!

I dun think I'm going out with bf tonite..Cause its gonna be really be at nite..Hmm..*sad*
I wanna say something else but I think I better dun..

And lasly,Im beginning to hate this semester...

Week 14 is finally gone..

Its Friday...The last school day for this week 14(for us)..Alhamdulillah,I managed to survive through this week..Animation work was just send a few minutes ago..Unfortunately,I cant heave a sigh of relieve like everyone else because I know I don't do the best with this animation project..Eventhough I have people telling me its a cute thing..Urgh,its just the graphics..Not the animation itself..But niwae,thans..Fah and Zura...Thanks alot for helping out...Love you gerls alot..I did what I can..I did feel the sense of responsibility doing this project..Good enough..I'm leaving it all to Mr Elijh Ooi to consider my work.

Enough about animation..My waiting have finally come to an end..haha...nothing much about the waiting...The waititng I meant was the waiting for bf to book out from camp.Haha..Thanks for calling me...Miss you alot..

3 more weeks before the end of year 2 semester 2..p4..I dunno if thats a relieve or sigh..but whatever it is..May I'm blessed with good health and good academics.I use to have 2 people caring about my grades and fearing of hurting to most important people in my life if I do badly in my exams..But now,I've got 3 of them..All of whom are very very dearly important to me.If you know who I meant...

A friend said this on his msn nick..And I find it ery amusing..But guys..Do you think its true?Apparently,I find it half yes and half no...And I hope what I told him were to never happen to me..So.This was what he wrote, "Lying is man's second language!"..For those who understand good enough..those who dun,then if you bother,go figure out...

I love everyone dearly..

uurrgghh!!!!

Now is the time when I should actually be doing my ANIMATION FLASH PROJECT..yES MY ANIMATION PROJECT!!
WANNA KNOW HOW I'M DOING FOR THIS PROJECT??
HMM..WELL,WELL...I'M BASICALLY SCREWED.!!
I KNOW NO THING ABOUT THE FREAKING ANIMATION!!!
AND I'VE ALWAYS HATE ANIMATION!!AND I JUST HATE IT

i'VE BEEN SPENDING TOO MUCH TIME..THOSE TIME I JUST STARE AT THE LAPTOP SCREEN OR WHEN I'VE TRIED TOO MANY FAILED TRIES..I'M ALREADY TRED..I JUST WANNA GET THIS OVER AND DONE WITH..I WANNA DO IT BUT I JUST DUNO HOW I SHUD GO ABOUT DOING IT!!

*curled up and cry

Urgh!

The first time,I swallow..
Second time,I swallow
Third time,I'm sick of everyting..

Not to give up..
Not to let go..
But I'm tired already
thinking about things which I just dunno what the answers are.
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I might be changing my blog skin soon..Too bored of seeing it already..Like how I'm bored with whatever that is happening now..

U...I nak bebual ngan you aje boleh tak..Argue ngan u pon hati i terubat sikit..Haha...Tpi you skarang ngah watch Scream 2 kan..Kesian I u tinggalkan sorang2..SeDIh tau..AHAH..takpe2..Koll me soon you..Boring nie!!!!

thats when I love you

When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you...I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak..Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you..I love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love..The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes..Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you..I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you I love you, more than youll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you, When I love you no matter what

The song really make me thinK and I still cant seem to be getting the answer..Can I really still love this person if all those things he did..Hahaha...I dunno..

OOAD done..Alhamdulillah..
More exams and test to come..NTP not done..But I know It can be done..

*Im sick and tired of procrastinating..!If you know what I mean..

Mesmerized!!!!

In class now and I'm happily blogging while some of my other classmates are busy doing their practical test..Wee!!!I got full marks...Hahha...After the fact that I almost cried for not being able to remember anything..HaaH..Alhamdulillah..

People can already congratulate me for I've started on my animation project..*claps..I've done the outline for my first scene's clock..Weee..And a few fills.Hahah...I've started!!

Oh..Yeap..Was so busy yesterday night but still havve got the chance to go youtube to watch....hahaha..*cheeky..nursery rhymes..Hahahah...After how many years,I finally sang '5 little ducks' again..Hhaa..Interesting..

But hey..Thats not the purpose for this part of the entry..I just wanna tell people how mesmerized I was by this particular girl's voice..Not mine definitely..She's 15 years old but my,she hae a wonderful strong voice..Haha..I'm no genius in this kinda thing..Commenting people I mean about their singing and all..But to me,this girl is just blessed with wonderful voice..AND HAHA..SHES A MALAY....If you wanna see for urslef..Just go youtube and type 'iqa'..I hope I'm not wrong by promoting her here in my blog...Congrats gerl..A MERE STRANGER..

My dear cousin is n camp I think by now..Hahaha...His ferst day..Heee...Hope he survive..And I think he will survive..and he must surive...nanti takde org nak jage mataer dier..(he told me that..lucky eh ur gf)!!hahaha...Enough abt him..

And shamin!!!!!!!ur not going to embarrass me by having those pics in ur blog ok...You chicken!!!Thats why I called you a bad monster...Just you wait till the time I become a VAMPIRE!!!!!wahahahahaha....

I miss bf..Urgh..I will always miss him.I wonder why..

Your royal 'highness'

Projects piling up!!!!!UP UP AND AWAY!!!!

Hahhahaa..I've been hearing careless whisper all the time now..From who???From those people I'm close to lA...hHAHAHA..Nice time singing that song..Woohhooo!!!!

hahah..I've not been high of late in school..But once I'm out of school-to be precise,home-I get reallly2 high...I know mum always have got headache when I get home..Hhahahah..Nevermind..I like..

OK...Now in the mood to do nothing,..Hhaha..No no..Joking...I think I'm gonna start off with Animation project really soon..Its due next week..My gdness Tqah!!Get started..

Ok..I just wanna crap tonite..And to anyone who gt nudged by me tonite,do layan me ok...I need people to layan my highness tonite...hAHHAHAHAhahahahheheheehhehe...

OK..Last but not least..I miss bf and frens..!!!

Save me!

I am making Zura and Fah pissed by doing this for I should be doing my IS project instead of blogging..Just give me a few mins k you girls..I understand abit already..

No matter how many times I talk to you on the phone.No matter how many times we exchange the love words,I still feel like as though I'm far from you..I knoe this might sound like me asking for too much but for a girlfriend who meets her boyfriend once a week for a short period of time,its not too much.I also know that it was just merely stupid feelings that is haunting me..

A question was asked by a dear friend earlier on..."another guy asked you out for a date when your bf's in camp?"

At first I thought it was just another silly question by dear friend but as I read the sentence again and again,I realised that its actually a very big quetion..I gave an answer every innocent gf would giive..Without realising for a second what it means..

But that ques is the reason why I feel like blogging now..I would just wanna type down what I truly feel about the ques..Dear friend..This is my answer..

I have never ever thought of having another guy after Yan.For I love him with all I've got..Never will I betray him by going out on a date with another guy no matter how hot or handsome this guy is..Even if its just a date.No feelings attached..Though I've been flirty sometimes but I make sure I don't do anything to hurt Yan.Him being in camp is not a reason for me to start betraying his trust towards me..I love him more than I can say how much..Betray him..I dun think so..

Zura and Fah..I know I've create enough trouble already by not helping a single thing for IS project.Haiz..A bad teammate I am..Sory again

I dun have much time to do the pics and all but I was just sick of everything..Sory..

a new year

No mood to blog about production,LAYAR ANDAYU..Might do that some other tiime..

I've not been feeling well this 2,3 days..I think I've been having upset stomache..Haiz..Pain pain pain..Its friday today and I'm feeling freaking bored the whole day...Except for the time in school when I have to entertain both Zura's and Fah's nonsense..Haha...Have fun..Went home then went to pasar malam with mum and bro and bought many many foods to regain back my 7kg..My goodness!!!!

A thousand word of 'miss' tells nobody anything about how much I miss that particular someone..At this moment now..I just wanna curl up and cry..I dunno..Its just the most easiest thing to do at this moment now..Baby,I love you..Haiz..And I think I'd better stop about this now before people think I'm a gone case!!!

It's the new year and surprisingly everyone seems to be very excited about celebrating and welcoming it...Unlike them,I'm in no hurry to welcome 2009..But since its here,I've got nothing else to do but live it...A question I ask myself this morning,"What have I achieved in year 2008?"Apparently,no answers.
Resolutions???I've got none..!!Because everytime I have one,I do nothing about it still,so no point at all...

Everyone seems to be smiling ear-to-ear now...Good!!!!A good start for the new year..

And before I go of..Here's something to share..