haa

My goodness..what am I missing?

Everyone is having a great time with friends..Hahaha..Me?
I've got my family.Hahha..And not to forget my beloved sistaz.It had been so long since we all last meet up.But thanks for the messages and the phone calls I receive from you guys at some other days.I truly do appreciate the thought.And 1 more person.Muhaimin.My bro..

This leads me to another question..

Have I been a great friend to my deary friends all my life?
I've never thought of trying to impress and never want to be more in anything.I know noone actually understands what I'm blabbering about.It's ok..If you guys dun wanna read.Then stop it till here k..I'm gonna get a bit emotional here.Creeps!!

It's true,no matter how much I would change or would be changed,I still do treasure the old things/person.I hate changes!say that..I dun care bcoz it's true..I hate changes.If others would thing that this perception of mine is disturbing,then I am truly sorry..

Honestly here.I would wanna say that the friendship I have with everyone elses are treasured.To those I have let down,I am sorry.

I would like to say here.I have never cry for a friend.Never.I cried for more personal matters.I have never cry for my friends.I can't deny the fact that I was told of sad moments my friends had but I never cry.I was close to tears,ya..Alot of time but never did it burst out.Here,you guys can judge me as a friend yourself!I laugh alot with friends but I never cry.
Reason:I cannot force a fake cry if I dun feel like crying.I prefer the rational mind that an emotional one.

If a friend turn to you for help
It means you are special
They are weak
So they dun expect you to be weak
If both are thinking with their feelings
who will thinking with their heads?

Smiles

I know in a way I've disappoint someone and I am truly sorry for that.I didn't do it intentionally and I thought its understood why I had to do it.

Liyana,Muhaimin.You both are soo sweet.I am truly happy for you guys.You guys made me have a real laugh after so long and thanks for the jokes and all.

For those who are taking part in the Sayembara theater thingy this Sunday,good luck and have faith ya.I know you guys can do it..Go for it!!

Hafiz's family.I know we have what it takes to make this business a success.We will work together and help each other,alright?We can do it..Insyallah

March is ending soon and April's coming.3 months almost done and I have yet to achieve something.Nothing at all.Except for the $80 I earn.That's all.

Give me strength
I need them.

HAPY

When I love and hate

Was reading justnow and suddenly got an sms from Liyana(4sistaz).I was sooo seriously shocked.Read her messages and it just went like "how are u?bz?".And I know something was up.She told me and I had a good laugh.Seriously,a real happy laugh after so long..How great can that be?..It was so sweet..

It makes me realize that many people are achieving their happy moments.Good for them.Many would be thinking that I'm in desperate need of a boyfriend?Who doesn't?haha..but trust me,I'd not desperately needing one.People have been asking me to stop rejecting but I can't to do it.Hee..Well,it feels great you know,rejecting!

I think I have got enough love,care and warmth from the people around me.I don't need anymore.

Sheeps?Why am I getting all emotional here?creeps!Stop it!!

And to my dearest 4sistaz,i love you gerls alot.

Movies

When you're gone

At last,I've watched Redline and F4:Rise of the silver surfer.Hahaha...seriously,I didn't really thought they would be sooooo great la..Great movies and I love it soo much...And I know that I'm abit slow.

Watched step-up and 10.000 DC too the other time.They were awesome too..Man,I don't soud convincing but I guessed my mood has die off.Haha..

Where are the Manners?

What do you feel when you buy something or help someone but didn't receive any THANK YOU?
What do you feel when you say THANK YOU and you don't get a WELCOME as a reply?
What do you feel when someone knocked you down and didn't say SORRY?
What do you feel when someone didn't know how to say EXCUSE ME?

These is not to pick point anyone but I am just writing it at random.I am sorry if these post might hurt any party but I'm saying my views.Where is the manners?I read an article in the Reader's Digest and guess what?Singapore is not even in the list of the top 10 well-mannered country.I am not blaming anyone.But I guess its too much right.I am not gonna deny the manners I see of most people but what I do realized is that they are all from those who work in standard place.eg Airport,hotels,restaurants.

I am seeing less of them in hawker center,supermarket.

As a Singaporean,I am truly disappointed.I am not gonna say that my manners are perfect but I know my basic manners and I am brought up with good manners.

To them,realize and I know Singaporeans have the manners.Open up your mouth and smile.Don't let people think that we,Singaporeans have bad manners.

hating it

When I'm just feeling like its the end

Tell me why am I feeling lost?
Tell me why am I feeling helpless?
Tell me why am I restless?

I don't know what is really happening to me.The smile seems to be fake.I just know it.

Tell me:Should we just grab what's in front of us or just wat for the perfect one?

I think I need a day out..If Gunung Stong is in Singapore,I would have pull my sistaz from their busy schedule to go hiking with me.

Arrrgggghhhhhh........!!!!!!!!!!!I hate feeling like this

I hate it so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haa..haa

When you constantly make tears fall

Again,that same,particular blog,never fail to make my heart ache and for my precious tears to fall.I've always wonder what has happen to me..Nuratiqah Bte Mohd Hafiz..A girl whom not a long time ago dare to be rebellious.Dare to stand up for her rights.Dare to say her piece.Dare to just shout.Dare to be stubborn and definitely someone who would not let anyone step her head.

What happen to her?That girl,Atiqah..

I know the right and perfect is not gonna be long
It's just around,want to be found

When I say I hate
I love
When I say I forget
I remember
Heart and lips
they'll never be the same

Thank you so much..
I am sad
ya..but lips have said
I hate and I forget

Please dun walk away now..
please tell me you'll stay

I said I wouldn't but you walked away..Not staying even a little while to explain the whole 'problem'.Make me asked myself.Make me blame me..

March babies..

When all the happiness I found vanishes

Well..well..Another blog skin,another month..It seems that February has past very quickly..

I'm happy welcoming March.Welcome March..

Happy birthday to you..Happy birthday to you..happy birthday to them..Happy birthday to you..

13 March: Khairul's birthday..Ey..I mis you la..
23 March: Amalina..My couz..study hard.!
29 March: Finah..My close friend.

Happy birthday guys..Looks like you guys are getting older by a year..hha..
Ok..i gtg..Not in the mood really..

p.s :Zura..dun get too upset aites..I'm just a phone call away..
Halifah.Where have you been..Busy earning money?

Events

Yesterday was indeed a very exciting day..Firstly,thanks to Zura who accompanied me to Suntec city just to go see the job career exhibition..I thought the exhibition was fun but when I got there,I find it quite 'normal'..haha..Just as we were off to find a place to eat,we saw an exhibition at the atrium.And seriously,thats the one I want to go.hee.. And again,thanks Zura..I got to go Esplanade..the library..go see hte merlion..got my starbuck's coffee after 5 years of craving it..I really had fun..I really do..The pics now.. -

Imagine a real guy wearing this uniform.hee

My plane..

Nice right??

Do you know that Zura have got a problem with an automatic tap?haha


THank you Zura

I'm happy to get to the top of the Esplanade..

It should have been you to take me there..not anyone else..

------------------------------------- For today,1 March 2008

I went to Redhill because I was one of the kendarat people..Thanks to my aunt for making it possible for me.It was a very tiring day..Ya..of course la..Just imagine..Clearing out tables in a Community Centre's hall space and cleaning up mess made by 1000 people in the duration of 3 hours..And we had only like 10 people to do all that and that includes having to refill the foods..Aniway..I wont complain..But my body is aching..And guess what..I've got another one at Geyang tomorrow morning..