Transformers,must watch!

So..I've watched Transformers 2:Revenge of The Fallen..

Wee..wee..wee..!!Hhahaha...I would say its such a wonderful of movie,as expected!Only that I wasn't expecting it to be so wonderful wonderful.Hehe..Cool bikes.Cool cars.Cool effects.Cool sounds.Cool Megan Fox(haha).Cool plot.Cool robots.Cool trasformation.Cool everything!Everything,to sum up,just equals to
FANTASTICALLY AWESOME!

I've been pestering mum and bf for the past week about me wanting to watch Transformers and I finally got to.Ok..So..To those who havent watch Transformers, my gdness!What are you people still doing?
GO AND WATCH!
ITS A MUST WATCH.
MUST WATCH TAU!!


I shall do everyone a favour by not saying a word about the movie anymore ok?
But its just tooo nice.My goodness!!Can I watch it again??
*Like please please please.!!!

Shuts~~

Haha..This time for real! Now I wanna say this!!!
I WANT GO NDP SEE FIREWORKS!!!!!and couz..
haha.BF is leaving me for 2 weeks!!
Warrrggghh!!!
Hhahaha..
Hahha..OK..I'm gone!

Common Test pospone la.!

Before I start writing,I blog first ok?

So so..Maybe I was a bit slow.Haha..I read my email only yesterday and got to know that common test is postponed to the the week after.Like a rescue..Save me from rushing through everything..Hahha..Lovely!

Truth to say..Ive got nothing to blog about.Because..I've got nothing great or fun to share..Except that I got to meet boyfriend after 20 days.Haha..Thats good news ok!


You stress people should try..Hahha..

OK..Im gone!

I'm feeling oh-alright today..

Blog changed..And I like looking at it..Haha...Think this skin will stay abit longer than normally..HAHa..

So..I've been procrastinating.Day by day.Time by time.I haven't even start on learning for ICTPM.What's more..I don't have the idea to write and the will to be abit more high-spirited.I think I should stop being like this.But apparently,my body wouldn't want to get up and start some ass-kicking.Haha..But hey..I'm gonna study soon ya..I dun think I'm gonna be online tonite so,tonite will be for studying alright?HEHE.

Audition was done on Wednesday and I am soo not prepared for anything else.I'm not prepared to go home late.I'm not prepared to get tired.I', not prepared to take the responsibility that is gonna be put on my shoulder as an SM.But still.I have too.There's too many people having to hope on SM.Haa..Mcm paham!But still..I will give my best alright..

Father's Day coming but I still dunno what to get him.My goodness me!Haiz..I've been on the net since justnow and was trying to find something but got nothing instead.What a bad daughter I am..I shall just come up with something at the last minute..I always do.And daddy..I love you much2..(Incase I didnt get to blog on Sun due to JB trip..khekeke)

Like finally,I see Liyana tagging my board..Hha..I miss her sey..Noone knows how much.Heh..Its nice to suddenly just hear from her all over again..Now,just left with that one busy nurse..Must plan out ab outing already ok you two..Before Liyana gets bz with her A's,Shikin get even busier and me,start getting busy with FYP/attachment.I miss you gerls alot.

Boyfriend..Had fun sleeping??Hah..So tired is it?Anyway,I miss you so much..17 days since we last met and its already 22 the coming Monday..I can't wait..Thank you for being such a wonderful understanding boyfie alright?I love ya..

Life??It has been great..Apart from missing the 4 people,I'm doing great.Tqah..She has always been smiling and laughing..Eventhough its the study break period and I am half decayed from staying at home..I'm happy to be here..Cause 1stly,I dun have to wake up and rush to school early morning..2nd,I dun have to eat not-so-delicious food at school..3rd,I can see my family's face anytime..Hhaa..I miss them..I love them..
Need to save money alot2 b4 year ends..Luckily got Hari Raya but dun thing I'm gonna use it to buy things for nt myself.

I shall just go berambos now..Haha...I'e been on the lappy for so long..Alright peoples..I love ya..

uhuh..

It has been 1 week 3 daes.To what?To me coughing and be sick.my voice don't want to come back and I really miss it.

So,my weekend was what I would say too much..I couldn't spend any of the time with bf and I miss him lots.Today marks the 13th day we hadn't meet.Haiz..Its too much man..

Ok.So,holiday is here and instead of be happy,I'm abit pressurized by the time.It's because I have 1 extra work to do during the holiday.And I hadn't had the idea of doing about what.I haven't even plan.And today is audition day but I'm not sure if I'm gonna be there.No wasting time anymore..I should everythings done by this holiday.MUST!

OK so..Theres this question still playing in my mind.A question asked by a friend.

"Would you choose a friend over your partner or the other way round?"

And my answer is..?I shall not let it reveal her cause I do not want to hurt either bf or friends.But I think the person who asked me this knows the answer.I told him but I wonder if he still remember why I gave such answers.And people,never question me about who I will choose over because all I could give you is a smile.No answers.

Nowadays,I still do ask myself if I've really gave the right answer but after giving certain things some thoughts,I know my answer is still the same.Heh..And even if my answer one day backfires, I don't think I would regret.Haha..Life is so full of surprises.You take them and make them your surprises..Like I've always thought:

TAKE THE GOOD WITH THE BAD

When lavenders out..It means Tqah's feeling something.Its bad!

ps:Blogskin changing soon

Holidays

OK..So,my holiday have started and guess what?I've got to know that I do hae common test coming up on week 11 only justnow at 4 pm.Cool or wat?Hah..So so..Holiday means nothing much to me now because it never means relzxing and chilling instead it spells tiredness and more things to do..Well,I'm too used to it butt still do complain about it sometimes..Hahha..Tqah complain queen what..

Ooh ya..I can finally start on my new drama already..Woohhoo..Can't wait man.First up,Absolute boyfriend.By the time I finish that,which I think would be in 4-5 months time,Full house had better have finished uploaded to the site..Heh..Full house fast fast load please..

To a friend who accompanied me justnow,thanks so much.I really do appreciate it and I am so sorry for making you wait all by yourself for 2 hours when I went to the briefing justnow..Urgh!So sorry..

Erm..To my beloved boyfriend,I miss you lots..I love you.

Happy week

Since I've finish all the things I'm suppose to finish up for this week before the school break start,I just decide to update my blog which I've nowadaes abandon.

I think its just luck that I am enjoying everyday of my life nowadaes.I don't have problems that is too big for me,I'm not stressed out with how people are with me and I am able to live my everyday with a smile on my face.

Workshop was on Mon-Weds of which I didn't go on Tuesday because of the too much work I have to get done by Tuesday but I had tons of fun during the drama and dikir workshop eventhough my voice keeps on vanishing as days past.hEH.. Presentation I don't want to talk about.BAWAN and RBNDI lab test was alright.NSS quiz I skipped.

Interview today was stressing but we manage to hande and get it done quite well.Eventhough I was shaking and feeling so nervous before the interview but for me,I think I did a good job and I am so much hoping I got the job.Please please please!!HAha..And so weekend is starting and break is starting.Maybe a good way to help me release all my left stress in me and for me to take a break from these hectic schedule.I think I'm gonna just pass going to auditions.Haiz2..Hope things just turn out well.

Ok.I'm gone!

Yea yea yea

I'm sick since Friday night.Urgh!And since my sick only come during the weekend,so,I'm assuming that it will be gone by tomorrow.

This week is just too much.What's with workshops and presentation and test all.So,people,if I dun go to the workshop,sorry ok?But tomorrow,I think I will be going.Insyaallah..

Saturday..Erm..Ya..I went to Expo with mum and bro and theres sale everywhere..Every girls best friend..Hah..Went to POpular side first but I got myself nothing la..There wasn't really amnything for me there..But got myself blouse and dress at John Little and I want the 24 bucks Charles and Keith bag!!Urgh!!I want I want I want!!!And crap..The sale ends today..Deng!So,I can't have that bag..But I really want it!Syg syg...I want Charles and Keith bag boleh???Please??Hahaha..Joking you!!

Bf gonna be busy for the coming week.And that means no messages,no calls and no nites out..Tsk!I miss him already just at the thought of it..But nvm..I just have to sabar abit..Hhee..

Ok..So..I've said my thanks to someone...My..Is he the only person who dun give me problems?Haha..But still,I do appreciate it friend..Friend?Haha..Ok..I shall just not talk about it..Until I'm entitled to it and until the day I'm allowed to by them,than I will change my perceptions about friends ya?

I somehow miss Liyana and Shikin!

liar game done!

I've just finish
LIAR GAME!!!!
Weeeeheeee!!
Hahaa..
Cool..
Now,I can start to
search and watch
other shows already
and
I just
can't wait for
Full House 2
to just play..
Erm3!!
Heee
...

Ok..I'm gone!

Tqah is apologising

I am too tired from BMTC visit today..Too tired..And now I wonder how those NS man endure such tiredness..Well,not that I'm totally clueless about it but its just that knowing that those men has to endure the trip to ferry terminal and waiting for the ferry and the same trip when they want to book out.Wow!!*Salute..Hhaha.And so anyway,it was true fun all the way to Tekong and back.And to boyfie,I did not do anything naughty ok?Haha
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For now,I can only say that I'm too tired for everything.I'm tired of being that centre/middle person and caught up with problems caused by other people.

Sure,I'm not the best friend people want.I'm not the understanding one people seek but why is it that people can't accept me for me.I've been keeping things too much that sometimes,I scare myself to wanting it so badly to vomit my feelings out.But still I know noone is there to bother to listen to me.Well,hadn't I always been the one to listen?I never asked for anyone to tell me anyway but its just that my quietness doesn't mean I dun mind anything.

So,now..I'm gonna do this for once..I'm sorry for all the pain and wrongs I've done to people around me..To just whoever who think I've cause pain to.Be it intentionally or accidentally.To those who think that I don't deserve your forgiveness then,I dunno what else to do to convince you.Maybe I'll just die and go to hell since I dun get forgiveness from everyone.Again,I'm sorry.Never once in my mind,did I ever thought of instill-ing pain to anyone.

I shall not say anything about myself.Because my feelings were never a want-to-know thing by anyone.I'm being pissed at,I'm being angry at,I'm being disappointed at by just anyone just as they want but me?I'm never entitled to do such a thing.Haa..Its' ok..If it makes people feel betterto blame me,then I shall take the blame.I've always been.So,it shouldn't be any problem right?

Yan..I need you now..I need you so much.

happy happy la

TOO TIRED
TOO LAZY


YOU PEOPLE DUN HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT ME
I KNOW HOW TO HANDLE MYSELF
DUN HAVE TO LISTEN OK?
IM JUST AN IMMATURE KID!

I SHALL JUST SMILE
CAUSE BEING ANGRY IS NOT ENTITLED TO ME
I SHALL BE HAPPY
JUST SMILES AND LAUGHTER

I'M NOT A TOY
I'M NOT A ROBOT
I DO HAVE FEELINGS IF YOU FORGET
I DO HAVE EMOTIONS
AND I DO KNOW HOW TO HATE!

FILL ME WITH HATRED
FILL ME WITH ANGST
WHY NOT?