Happy as it is..

I have started my own small business.. Nothing big.. But I am hopeful it will grow. Its dealing with branded kids wear and its guaranteed of good quality.. Lyshababynkids.blogspot.com

I hope it grows.. Insyaallah..

So yeah.. I have been tired and in pain right about now.. :) Nothing new.. Yea..

So, yeehaw.. Hows life? My life have been one fun roller coaster ride.. When I thought I've seen enough, more is to come.. Im taking everything slowly.. At a step.. With thoughtful planning.. With support and perseverance, I am sure I will go through all this..

Relationship with darling bf has been wonderful. Too much drama but nothing we cant handle.. I am grateful for having him waltzing into my life.. Whatever I am short of, he fill them in.. Making life a whole lot better.Darling.. Thank you for everything.. Just so you know.. I love love love you...:)

Family? Wooo... They are awesome.. Splendidly awesome.. Listening to my nonsense every single day.. Helping and guiding me whenever I need them.. They are just wonderful.. The pillar of my life. I love them with every heartbeat..:)

Me? My life itself.. I have been wonderful. No near depression.. No insomnia.. No nonsense.. Ooh ooh no.. I still have nonsense.. My point here is that I am happy.. Truly happy... Alhamdulillah.. I dun have many friends but I am happy.  I dun confide in many.. I only have bf and mum to confide most of my problems or issues too. Well again, you dun quite need the whole world around you to be happy.. Its making most of the time you have with the people around you that matters..

I am thankful.. Alhamdulillah..

I am 22..

So, I have turned 22.. In fact, I am 22 years and 4 days today.. Alhamdulillah..

Just a writeup on how 11/12/13 May went by.. My chalet was awesome.. Not as gorgeous and big but we all had fun.. I am soo sure everyone had fun.

I thank all the wondeful people who made all those happen.. the laughter.. Smiles and great time.. I love you guys lots..

I want to be happy on those days.. And I was happy.. I didnt fake any smile or laughter.. I was genuinely happy.  Really happy..Everything was a success.. The gifts and presents were all wonderful..

I love you guys lots... I turned 22.. Alhamdulillah dgn kehendak ALLAH... To the rest of you guys.. Just many many thanks..

22

Have you ever felt like banging yourself against the hard wall. Well, I certainly feel that at this very instant. No no. It's not the headache or any sort of pain. It's just that I feel so much anger and dissatisfaction. I am turning 22 tomorrow. 22 years of life. Life I thank Allah for. Life I would never exchange with someone's else. Bcoz as much as sometimes things suck.. I love my life. I have such wonderful parents and came a wonderful family. Stable financial. Bf? I just am grateful he came walking into my life. We had arguments. And I mean tremendously lots of them. I am so damn tired of it. Really am. But again. It's a relationship. I can't expect no tide and waves. Unfortunately. I dun feel as excited as I'm suppose to. I'm just anxious and a little Bit scared that 12 may might not be one helluva great day. It's selfish of me actually. Really. Why bother much right. I have my family. My family who stood my me and my sister n brother through everything. Who never once left us in the lurch. My Couz will be there to celebrate my bday with me. They have been my darling since forever. For them. And for the sake of everyone else. I am going to be happy tomorrow no matter why happened. No matter what happened! I'm strong and if I have to fake a smile. I would do my very best. Lastly. Alhamdulillah Kepale Allah kerane memberi Aku rezeki utk laksanekan 'majlis' Ini. Dan kerane kurniakn Aku kepade dua insan yang sangat menyayangi Aku.. Alhamdulillah.

Dream big..

Hello there again dear bloggy

I know it has been a while since I last blog.. I have been utterly busy the past few weeks. Too busy planning for too many things. Maybe basically I was also busy reading alot that I dun quite blog alot. It is also because I have not much things to talk about to blog. Nothing interesting happened by far..

So lets see.. From the last time I blog.. Hmm...

We celebrated darling bf's birthday. By 'WE' I mean his beloved baby and the girlfriend. Went over to his place to eat, karaoke and game.. And then made a last minute decision to follow his family to a family birthday celebration just for the baby boy.. :) What else can I say.. I spent the day with darling and I am happy.. Seriously..

Next.. I am a lil bz in trying to become an entrepreneur.. A small business I am starting.. Hoping and praying it goes into the right direction.. Scared like seriously scared.. But now that I have taken my baby steps, the next thing to do would be to take a slightly bigger step.:)

Well, I have really big dreams this year.. Dreams I am going to make happen. Dreams I would so much so want to see blossom. My hardwork.. My plans.. My dreams..

Lets hope..:)