If Alonso won,I would blog..Haha..And yea,he won..!!Woohoo..!!Hha..Pity Massa,really...But Alonso's winning cover it up....Dear!!!Who say he's not good!!Bluek!!!!

Ok so,I've been so busy with things to do at home.That explains why I'm blogging only now,at almost 4 in the morning.At which I think I know someone's gonna scold me if he know I didn't sleep at all yet!

This year..Hectic time for a Hari Raya..REally!!What's with daddy not coming home because there's too many work..Sis studying for O's..Mumy getting bro to study for his upcoming exams in a week time..And mummy sewing the curtains..My goodness..And I'm left with all the house chores alone..I clean up bro's room and the living room,kitchen and now Im left with my room..I'm shagged!!!!!!!!!

Ok enough about Raya..I had this conversation with mumy the other day

Me:Ma,when you get married that time,did you feel any different the next day?
Mummy: No,I feel the same.Only that I'm a wife
Me:You really feel no different?
Mummy:No..Y?You wanna get married is it?

Actually I was doing something when I was thinking about when I get married one day..I wonder how it will be..I mean today I'm cooking for myself.But tomorrow I'm cooking for my husband.I mean,won't the feeling just be different.Today you belong to yourself but tomorrow you are your husband's..Ok enough..I've been thinking about marriage..Da gatal sangat nak kahwin agaknyer!!

Iftar..

Went to MCG iftar yesterday and man..I had tons of fun..Hahaha...Really2..I had lots of fun sey..Hhee...Actually i was expecting the whole E308 to be full of people but apparently the room was less than half full..Hha..But nonetheless,I had lots and lots of fun.Hmm..Thanks to those who came and made my day so wonderful....Ya2?

Ermm...Well,going to the iftar yesterday wasn't a mistake at all..Those people were so funny and I miss them all la.. Unfortunately, I didn't take any pic but if you really2 need the pic you can go to Rya's blog kies??Hhaha...(See Rya,I promoting your blog)

And meeting that someone was nice.But.....the teasing part from my fellow deary Mcgians was not a nice one ok??I know I didn't blush..That I know but I was sooo the freaking shy ok???Hish!!!

But dear,It was nice seeing you yesterday eventhough it was nothing much.But you know just meeting you means alot already..And I'm sorry if at the later part I seem distracted.You know what was on my mind right but seriously I've got no idea why I let it be such a big thing to think about..Hhaa..Weird right?I know I know..

Before I end...NORAZURA RAZALI and HALIFAH HAMZAH....I MISS YOU TWO LOTS LOTS OK...LOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That classmate of mine..I know you still have got lots to tell me kan??And I miss listening to all the stories..Fill me up with those stories soon ya..When I've got the time to go online again ya..

ps:I am curious and want to really2 know who this bff of urs is...

-I'm missing Lavender-

Tagged

1. The person who tag you is? :
- Norazura Razali
2. Your relationship with him/her is? :
- My kakak Zura..Heh..
3. Your five impressions of him/her? :
- Understanding..Pretty2..Funny..Lame..Talented.
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you? :
- Wait..let me think??Ohh ya..She brought me to Esplanade..Weee...Love you man..
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you? :
- "I miss you like crazy!@#$%^&*&^%$#@#$%^&&" .. haha
6.If he/she become your lover, you will? :
- lover kepe?? i dun think so,she's too hard to get..
7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be? :
- stop giving me advices..lover kan?? haha..jk!
8.If he/she become your enemy, you will? :
- ermm..Ignore her??but I think,nah..she's a great fren to be my enemy
9.If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be? :
-she has nice voice...though she always deny the fact!bluek
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is? :
- go over to her place and shout "I MISS YOU!!".. hahaha
11. Your overall impression of him/her is? :
- a very suitable bimbo-tic sister to me..hahahahahaha
12. How you think people around you will feel about you? :
- Great,I hope..
13. The characters you love of yourself are? :
- I forgive too easily
14.On the contrary, the characteristics you hate most about yourself are? :
- Trust people tooooo easily
15. The most ideal person you want to be is? :
- Just me!
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them? :
- I LOVE YOU WITH ALLLLL my heart!!
17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you pass to people that have blogs only.
1. Nurizzati
2.Shamin
3.Ros
4.Wani
5.Khairul
6.Yan
7.No one
8.No one
9. No one
10. No one

18.Who is no.6 having relationship with? :Creep..I didnt realize this..Ermm.Me?? *Shy*
19. Is no.9 a male or female? No idea..
20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? : Think so..Ermm?
21. What is no.2 studying about? : Multimedia Infocomm..Like me..mY CLASSMATE ANIWAY..hHAHA
22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? : eRMM...dECADES AGO!
23. What kind of music band does no.8 like? : tECHNO i THINK??hHAHA..urgh!
24. Does no.1 have any siblings? : Yeap..I am the sibling and my bro too..Hhee
25. Will you woo no.3? : Yes.Definitely.!Save me my bill for dental check-up..haha.joking Rose
26. How about no.7? : No..I'm happily attached already.Hehe.
27. Is no.4 single? : I think so??
28. What is the surname of no.5? : Ermmm..Sanusi??Kan2??
29.What’s the hobby of no.10? : Flying...Woohoo..Bring me

Ok..THAT'S DONE..tHE BIGGESTAND SINCEREST THANKS to NORAZURA RAZALI for making me do this..Boredom gone man..hHAHA..

Wanna write more but I've got to go..Maybe shall update again tomorrow ya..See ya..

ps: Aniway,is there like any time we have to come for tomorrow's iftar?

School..

Well well..Did what I did in the morning justnow.I've wished deary..And kesian he have to be in camp today..But its ok ya..

Hmm now..School will be starting on the 13th October.Is that good or bad,I dunno..But what's for sure is that I have to work my way for 3-pointers.Haa..I'm gonna make someone spend his money on me man..Haha..

Timetable..Can I say it was a bitch..No breaks at all..Except for the self-study period..And I am still wondering how lessons on Friday would be carried out since class starts at 8-5 I guess without a single break..No night class.This time I dunno if that's good news since we have got no breaks at all.

Cost accounting for my elective..Yay.I got it.Like finally..I really hoped its a blessing to get it..May it somehow helped me in my journey to a 3.

2friends seems to be happy with life..1 I'm very sure he is.Another I think somehow he is since he's got a new target aready.Long to hear from the 2 ladies,Zura and Halifah..MCG peeps?I dunno anything about them.Except for Mim who is working now.That info was also fed by someone..Hha..I sound like I'm spying him.Hee..The rest,I really have got no idea..

And I think I'm tired of my blog already...So I think in these short perios of time,I think bloggy's gonna have a new look..

ps:To the people who have been reading my blog yang tak seberape nie..Thank you..

the first month..its the start

Well well...It's the 22nd..Hha..

Why does it have to be today?Hmph.
But its ok..

Well..Time flies soo fast ah..
When talking on the phone yesterday
I actually let my mind wander
And suddenly I remembered that in a few minutes time it will be the 22nd of the month..

It has been so long since I enjoy this kind of day every month
and now, having it come today
somehow feels funny
but trust me,I suddenly feel like 1 silly gerl
hehe..

I've never felt so much 'sebak' when I say those words..
But somehow yesterday at 12:01, I felt it
after those words are said...

Hmm...I dun wan to get emotional here..
so let me just end this ya..
I have and I will always appreciate the love and care you give/gave me..

tomorrow...

I wonder..

Its Sunday and tomorrow is Monday..Arrgghh...

I've got no idea what to write here because I think nobody actually come to visit conditionofmyheart except for deary but its gonna be for awhile before he could come visit again.

I'm bored
I miss
I love

Oi 30-second guy..Haha..I dunno if you're ever going to read this before tomorrow but take care ya..Haha......It's a start tomorrow.All the best....And and.... haha..Not gonna say it here..

And to other other people who still sudi to come and read by entries..WOOO..yOU PEOPLE ARE LOVED MAN...haha..Love love you people all....

Waarrgghh...

I know that my Italian is just basic..I know that I've been learning Italian..But someone was such a dear to write me a tag in Italian..My goodness..!And I thought it was such easy words like 'grazie' , 'prego' , 'bellissima'(not that I'm hoping he will say those) or something like that but it was 1 sentence I didn't know a meaning for 1 word at all..Isk!But its ok..

Hmmm..I really feel like smacking one person tau..I thought mati2 dier da update the blog..But he havent!Creep..And now I have to be the first to update ah nie..Urgh..!Well yeah ok..

Wednesday was "fun"!No elaborating..It was fun,period!!
Thursday was ermm......ok lor..Hhaha...Didn't do much..Watch sis shopped at Bugis Street and that wasn't enjoyable at all..Coz I have to resist myself from buying stuffs I fall in love with at first sight..Waarrgghh!!Sad..

And today I was given another news at 1000hrs..Well,I wouldn't sae its a sad one but it could have been better..but its ok..Wherever it is,it is still possible to meet.Yeap.?Heh!

Hmm..Next week 2 important days I just have to just sit and wait for the day to be over..

Love awak!

Alhamdulillah

First,let me thank GOD and everyone who have been helping me alot in my studies..Especially Zura and Fah..Well,I didn't score that well for this semester but I improved and my grade was very2 satisfying.Alhamdulilah..And after checking the results with my target,I realised that I am on target for Maths,6 modules above target and the rest below target.Haha.But in any way,I am happy.

Now..Let me see..I miss Zura and Fah alot..It has been so long since we last met huh?And I'm sure kalau da jumpe nie mesti many story..Hehe..

Life is really so unpredictable ah..This minute you can hate someone but in another,you will fall head over heels for that someone.Hhaa..Now,I have to thank GOD for all the blessing , all the life and all the love HE created for me.

I'm too grateful for the people who have come and leave,come and stay and come and leave a footprint on my heart..Heh..Emotional,I know.Wekz..But really..

For a particular someone,you know how I feel and ya,I've never regretted so far
For a particular friend..I miss you and I hope I see you today...

Bored

Hmm..

Someone was so sweet to write an entry for ehem..me.Hee

Well,Like I've said.Don't think about it and stop blaming urself about whatever that is happening k.I've never for a while blame you but myself.Well,I didn't expect any of it what.And niway,everything is aready alright.So smiles =)

I know I've not been updating this blog of mine but hmm,I've got nothing to blog about..I've been rotting at home with preparation for Hari Raya.Still early I know but there are too many extra things to do this year.And to dearest,2 outings failed.I'm so sory..But you understand kan?Thank you.You're loved

And now I've been waiting for 2 person's reply on my handphone but it was silent since morning.Raudha's and dearest but no reply..I've got a feeling dfearest blom wake up.Haaa..OK2 got to go..

To everyone else,I misss you guys lots2.

hehe

I can't go out today.
Know how sad that is?
Tsk.

Erm..
Tomorrow is gonna be another day..
A day I can't wait.
After 13 days..
Finally tomorrow,insyaallah

And now someone paiseh to eat ..
Hhaha...
Walao..
Eat je la..
malu rugi u know..
Ur loved.

Blog aready k.

Ok now..I've realised that conditionofmyheart was 'abandon' by its owner...And because someone want me to,I shall update..

Er..Let's see..I didn't go SUNTEC FINAL and I am so sorry NORAZURA RAZALI..
My lappy has finally buat perangai and it is so kurang ajar coz I have to keluarkan 80+ bucks for servicing.Damn!
I've been rotting at home doing house chores and help in the kitchen,other then that,I read.
I need to work but I'm too lazy to go find one and finding a job is difficult..Why la bulan puase got no one kahwin?Haiz...
I miss someone.Hee
And I havent ask daddy yet about tomorrow..Haha

Aiyo,I dunno what to blog about la..What is for sure I very bored....

Alhamdulillah..

My goodness!!!

Can I say this? I hate holidays!!!! And I shall be shot and dead in a few minutes..Waaarggh!!Lame Tqah..I know I know..!!This si what happen when I get tooo bored not knowing what to do..

Finish 1 book today and the book was ..Ermm.Ok lor..Well.Christina Skye has always been my favourite and afew others too..Got 1 more book before starting the series of ' Ombak Rindu' from Rya.. Suddenly it seems like reading is so boring..But its still what I do lor..3 movies I've not yet watched..Maybe watching the marathon tomorrow after sahur..It's time I learn how to wake up early eh..

I'm smiling everyday and I thank HIM for it all...It's 3rd Sept today and it has already been 12 days since it began..Days were wonderful..Thanks to deary..Thanks to everyone..

I seemed to be missing people too fast..
I'm missing my 2 crazy perempuan2 jelita(bluek!) aready
my fun classmates
my sistaz(and I mean the completed one eh)
those tak betolz MCGians
deary

And I think I want something right now..Really2 badly want something..But heh,shall not say it here..Malu!

Got to go people..
So long..

-Loved.You know it matters-