Woohoo..

I know no one will believe me if I say this.I AM LAZY TO BLOG!!!!haha..but here I am because there is just certain things I would wanna say.

Hha..Today was a hell lots of fun.Haha..School.The trip to AMK hub with Zura and Fah.The things we all had at MCG room.And the meeting..Haha..You guys are really funny2 people..Too many jokes and to many laughters that I can't on nimore.Haha...But I had fun.

And I've got no school tomorrow.!!!!Hha..Is that cool or what.?But if there's need in school,I will definitely come down.Hakz..Cool yeah..

I've realized that it is August in like less than 3 hours.Haha..That's how fast time flies ya.And I also do realize that I did not have any birthday wishes for the JULY babies.Well.Sorry..

But hey.It's August tomorrow.Have fun..

Hehe

Shall I say I'm done with all my school work.All projects and assignments and all.Except for common test and and exams,ya.

OK so.Today was a fun day.No mood swings.Than goodness.In fact,today was filled with laughters and all.I had fun today.Dunno who I should really thank for the fun I had today.But haa..I enjoy it la.Thanks!Thanks!Thanks!

Decided to finish up Gokusen tonight but NO....I can't.Its really late night already and I need to sleep in order to wake up early tomorrow.Haha..At episode 5 now.Hah...Ok.I shall go watch later.

And may we let the battle begin tomorrow ya, gerls?

Boredom

I'm bored now!!!Waarrgghh...Why is the school connection so lagging..??I want to watch Gokusen.Wanna watch everything and finish them all and then can go watch other movies or drama..Hhaa..Can't wait!

Exams and test just round the corner but I've been slacking.Why am I always slacking at the wrong timing I've got no idea why.Man,I really have to do well for my exams and test.Attendance and in class assignments were really done badly.And I need my good results.Or not,i can just quit school and ask daddy to marry me off to some rich lad.

Hakz.Ya,wishful thinking there but true la.Rather than having daddy to waste money on my school fees ,better help him save money but marrying into a rich family.Haha..Ok.shuts!

Thank goodness.I'm working this Saturday.Yay!yay!Money..money..And ya.Another day of tiredness and another day of fun,I think.Haha..Can see the bride and the groom.Oooh.

Talking about that,I think I got something to do already.I shall go dream and make plans for my wedding.Hah..Well,who knows if I'm really going to marry that rich chap!

kakakakaka

Woohoo...Finished Gokusen 2 and now I'm going to gokusen 3.Haha...Is that cool or what?

Ok.!The talk about love is seriously making me get all so disgusted all of a sudden.It doesn't interest me anymore.At least not for now.But listening to this particular friend's story is nice.Because he is so full of himself!Haa..No offense dude.

Who says I've fallen out of love.Hah..Heart is still fortunately intact and my abit-less-functioning brain at this point is still on my head.Haa..Just that I'm seeing too many people getting into a relationship that sometimes I get irritated by it or happy about it.Haa..I'm weird I know.

My temporary boyfriend is nowhere to be found.Haha..He won'''t answer to this call to I presume.Hee..It's ok..Temporary boyfriend???Hm..What was his job again?Oh ya..To be there when I need him without having feelings get in the way.Haa..Well,the feelings part,I violate.Ooh..Sorry la.
HAHA..

OK,I'm sleepy.To those who read this post,sorry,I just feel like blogging but I dunno what to and so I'm typing everything my brain tell me to.Thanks niwae.Shoot me!!

hdj

Connection is lagging lagging.Urgh!!I'm in desperate need to do something here and the connection have to lag these rabak!!!Tsk!tsk!!!!

Ok now.I didn't go see my deary brother went for his competition.Man,I feel super guilty but haha..He knew he have my support..

Let's see what stupid,idiotic,problematic things I did this week ya.

I just hand in my incomplete dsa mini project
I haven't hand in my ip project
I haven't finish doing my ip project

And ya.I've been crying alot.Oh man!!!!!Hhaa..I cried because I watched sad2 movie..Haha..Cute right?Hhee..
Ok sheep!!I'm not myself now.Gtg..Bye

And aniwae.You.Stop giving me your F**KED UP attitude ok?Thanks

Ding dong!

Its a pain to know that you miss someone and not having that someone to miss you
Its a pain to know someone who could take care of you but you just dun want to give it a go
Its a pain to see yourself live life without a direction and a smile
Its a pain to see someone who like you trying so hard

Its such a pain living life.Well,thats the pass and parcel of life right?Haha..When others thought I would just fall,I will be there to pick up my own courage to stand up.But to those who were there to see me get up.I appreciate it alot.

Hey you..You .ya you..I miss you ok?You have been waiting for me to say it right?Ya.I do now!For a reason I am now.Don't get too excited ok?

Friend 1:
I still couldn't believe your words friend.I can tell you.Never have I puff that thing!Never in my whole 18 years 2 months 2 weeks 10 hrs and 41 mins of life as of now have I ever do that.Ya.I've touched it.Ya I've did it indirectly but I have never do it.I won't let things which I've not done be associated with me.

But you know what?I don't care.Cause I DID NOT DO IT!!And ya..I'm not pissed or angry.I just want you to believe me that I haven't.GOD knows how shocked I got when that question was asked.But its ok!Not the first time for me!


Friend 2:
Thanks for the purpose of life thingy friend.If it was so easy for me.I would be human without worries.But I can't.You know me better than that right?But anyway,thank you so much for that.I appreciate it alot.

1 night 4 hrs..Happy?Sad?Pissed?Relaxed? I let myself decide!And haha..I enjoy looking at you,asshole!!

I cant sleep

At this very moment I know I should be in bed,sleeping but here I am blogging.

I cant sleep no matter how tired I am..My body aching everywhere.and I am too tired to type now.I have too much in my head and I need to let it go.But I dunno how to.So,I am chatting with Zura so that I can let go abit..

To those who might want to know.Phat Nite was OK!

Yanhadi:I'm not troubled ok.Don't worry aites.And yea.My handphone died on me.

Liana: Do that again,sometime..ok?

To those whom I shall not announce the name here,you guys were so great tonight and ya.I enjoy.

Venture trading wearing formal

Venture Trading had their presentation today..Haha..Eventhough the before-presentation was abit sucky,the after-presentation was great fun.Like normal,we all post for photos..Haha..Cute2 us..Hee..

It was such a relieve to let go one module.We have like end 'Introduction to Entrepreneur' class.Haha..And now,we can all start to worry about our exams and unfinished projects and any other more assignments.Hee..

Goodness,I'm so high now..Haaa..

Now,it is raining..I love rains..Don't go away ya..Not now..
And, I love you all.you all..

Sighing and wondering..

Am at the library at this very moment.

Haha..And ZURA!!!she is sleeping soundly..Haha..Ya .So much for getting full marks for EC equiz.Haha..But its ok la.

Projects are piling up.Like I've said.The lecturers never had enough of marking.Thats' why we keep getting works to do.Haiz..Tiring..

Ya,I've got no training today..Yay!!Don't get it wrong.I like trainings but its just that I've got a few reasons so as to why I'm happy for not having it today.Ha..

Suddenly I miss a particular event.The time when the six of us were at Aloha.Playing in the water and barbecuing and all..Such fun we had.And I might be wondering when such things would happen again since all of us have gone our 'own different way'.You guys are certainly missed.

I miss that guy.The one who make me smile when I need someone.That someone who never fails to make me laugh no matter how lame his jokes are.But he's almost gone.Beyond reach..

I am very tired at this moment now.Very2 tired.Maybe a dance or 2 might loosen me up but haa..ain't doing it..

To my dearies and darling..Have fun..TAKE CARE always

Arrgghhh...

Why is it that everytime I am close to getting or achieving something,it always end as a disaster.

I dunno what I'm doing here posting my entry when I should be doing my projects.

DSA project still not done.
IP not completed.I'm having a small problem now and that's why I'm here.Haiz..
EC Common test
Comm Skill common test.I haven't been studying.
I'm slacking on C.Maths.
There's a WDD quiz next Friday.
Entrepreneur presentation on Thursday.
EC 3 Equiz by week 15..
C.Maths equiz 2 & 4 by I-dunno-when

And what's worse.I'm desperate to watch Gokusen and finish up the first part.

I'm getting lazier and lazier and my self-discipline is getting worse.Haiz...Good job Tqah..Keep it up..

heh?

I wonder why it have to hurt this much?

Haha..I am not asking for too much m I?

I can feel my body burning
I can feel my heart shouting
I can feel my hand hurting
I can feel my lips sore

I find that comment you've ever brought up, rather hurting..I don't go around doing it.You know it was only you.It hurts.Thanks alot.I've expected you to ever bring it up but i never thought you would bring it up that way.

I've realized that keeping our distance suck.! When we talked,we argue or we fight!

Its July..

I know I'm losing you

I 'm in a state of losing...

I've been denying.I've been smiling.I've been saying that it doesn't matter the least bit.I've been treating it like its something normal.But it wasn't.It isn't.It's not ok!It matters!It happened!

Heart crying..I know.Cause tears had it enough.

It has been so long treating like it doesn't matter.So,going on couldn't be a problem right?(It is)

And I am counting days so as to when,you will start talking to me like a MAN again.

You would want to fall in love.

We all want to fall in love. Why?
Because that experience makes us feel completely alive,
where every sense is heightened,
and every emotion is magnified.
Our everyday reality is shattered
and we are flung into the heavens.
It may only last a moment, an hour, or an afternoon,
but that doesn't diminish its value,
because we are left with memories
that we treasure for the rest of our live

I was doing some house keeping when I came across these poems(1 more below).Sorry for not remembering who those quotes were depict from.But whoever they are.It definitely make me think.For awhile.

Syimah,when I went home with you yesterday and remember about what I told you,imagine that you have .........

Haha..I crave for such time to happen.Not desperate for one but the surroundings are making me crave for it.Ya..We agreed that not many are left to choose from because such beings are so limited in this lifetime but we would surely find ours one day.Right?

Now,looking at how Zura and Fah are stressing out about the WPDP presentation and website for later,I smile.Not because I like seeing them in that situation but because I know I have friends whom I love dearly.I know I have friends who will guide me through together with them.

Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet
when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.

Saturday,now is Sunday

Before I start doing the important things I should do.I find it a must to blog first!!

And so.Three events in a day for Saturday,12 July 2008!
1.Fiestari(tarian competition)
2.Romzi N Juleha
3.An outing with my dearest ex-squad mates to celebrate my dearest Johny's bdae

And of all these three,I went to none..Ya,I planned to go for the outing for Johny's and then go to RnJ..But then,canceled off all outings and decided to go to none.!Well,bad I am!!I've got my own reasons for not going!Haiz,Sorry you guys.But seriously,my head was so full of thinking o you guys all..

But still,Saturday wasn't that bad eventhough there were tears shed..
When out with mom and bro to get somethings at Northpoint and pasar malam and met Darling on the way home!Haha..Didn't think you would come this far just to ... !
Was elated by the news darling told me..OUR INK came in first at Fiestari..

Congrats you people!!I knew you all can do it..Haha..Now,I can't wait for Wednesday to see your dance!!Urgh..

Looking at their photos and seeing all of them so happy.Haha..I thank life.Congrats!

Thank you life!

Had lots of fun today.And not for the fact that CS presentation is done.But for the fact that I had fun with my classmates.Not all of them.Just a BUNCH!!Came to school in formal wear and went through the process of melting and solidified.HahA..Get what I mean..The B I earned from WDD common test is a bonus..Thank goodness. And so,the 'moments of fun' has added a new friend.And if it was 4 of us the other time.It was 5 today.Everyone so cute,so handsome,so pretty and so smart and so formal.Camwhore for I think 30 long mins. Thanks Kenneth for the movie.. Thanks Norazura for the movie..Wanna watch the last round one..Ok?When?

Shall post this rather sweet picture over the death-note liked one, k guys..?

Nocomment!!

What,is this the start of a bad July?

A,B,C!!!Just realized that all had the same initial
All I've got no intention with
All I've got no attachment with
So,why does it have to be a big fuss?
Why do it?

I'm not petty..
I know my limits
I know my abilities..

Halifah : Good luck for your tournament!!!!Must win ok?

Azura: Hip hop hunt!!!!Best of luck ok!!!!!Must get into finals alrite?

INK: Those involve in Fiestari..Good luck guys and gerls.You people are great!!You can do it!!

Randomness it is today...

Today's post is all about randomness..So,if you're busy,don't bother reading..

I would be lying if I were to say that I wasn't affected by the thing called 'love' and 'infatuation' anymore because it did cut me deep.I did what I did and I'm happy that it worked.But what about my heart?

Went out today with them(you know who).I had fun..Ya..No worries darling I was..Again,I felt like a child..Haha(I know everyone will be like,'what the hell is she saying?') Thanks for the 'outing' friends.

When they're tired,I have got no choice but to help out but what if I'm tired?What if I'm down with lots of work to do?Are they there?

The question seems to be haunting me again.I don't know why.

I so called promised someone.Promise that I will smile and put all worries behind me.Ya.I will..Mission statement came back to mind.

Can I say this? I miss you!

Another wonderful day

My already nice and wonderful day was made much more wonderful when I was waiting for the buss at Yishun interchange justnow.There was this girl toddler..My goodness,she is so cute and its like whenever I smiled at her,she will smile back..So adorable la..I am so tempted to pinch her,can?Just looking at that little girl smile,it made me think when I have my own kids..Haha..Ok..Stop thinking Tqah!!

Let's talk bout today alright?So,today was another wonderful day.Praise to GOD..Wen for presentation..Nervous?ya I was soooo nervous but looking at my classmates,I've got my motivation..E8 rocks!!Ok..Then,went for our discussions..I wasn't listening much but I do get the key points.Good me!!Hahaha..After that,chat chat chat with Fah and hah,,sorry Fah if I talked too much..You should shut me up you know..Haha..

And you...Going off already huh???aiyoh..My blog sure very sad because got no tagger aready..Hhah..No just joking..Take care aites..!!

My body aching..I cannot bend my left hand and left leg without going 'ouch!'Ouch!!

I'm dead!!but I dun sound like i care

I told myself,I'm gonna go home and do my website..
I told myself when I've reached home is to sleep and wake up at 6 tomorrow

But what the heck am I doing now?I'm chatting with a 'dear' friend..And I've yet to open the website's folder..Bad GURL!!

So,I don't think I am gonna do any website thingy tonight.I will sleep soon..I think!

And I'm still asking myself why he asked me that question justnow..You make me go soo speechless,friend.I do want one but it seems like its not time yet..Hehe..But if I can get a good one,why not?

Picture for the day..What the heck??2 people say I ....................!Shall not say it..And ya,I just remembered what attire I wore on that day the picture was taken..I wore my army dress!!That's why la I look ****..Haha..OK..And aniwae,I like my hair..*Random

Send me a fairy godmother please..

I'm sooo dead!!!

I still haven't do my css..Print preview..and flash animation which I am pathetically having problems with now..Deng!

Tues is presentation and I'm screwed!!Urgh..I've never use that word on me..But..Oh well.!Can I not go MCG training tomorrow??Please please pretty please..??Heh.

I've brought my lappy along with me in the morning when we went out for breakfast.I'm seated at this chair from the time I reached home till now and till I dunno when ..I've listen to all genre of songs from justnow..Dangdut?Korean?Japanese?Hindustan?them all..Over and over again!!Waarrgghh!!!!

I'm tired and sleepy...I just wanna throw my lappy to the floor..Tear my papers and notes into manymany pieces and sleepy..can?

Loud.

The semester's tiredness is back!!

Like the last two semesters, these are the weeks I will be exhausted and will be having body aches and my head will have its normal headaches..

Week 12 is ending and week 13 ( the most hectic week,apart from week 6) is coming..I am so not ready for week 13..There's just to many things.And trust me,I'm not even ready for Friday's presentation..What more,Tuesday's WPDP website presentation..Nak mati kepe?

Let's talk about my day yupes?Today is a very LOUD day..Haha..Firstly,after class,we 6 people(you know who you are) watched 'Meet the spartans' and we laughed so much..Then next,went to Bandzout!!Kekek!!haha...For the first time,I went to see band performances and I have headaches..Hhaha..That tells you why right?Lets be discreet!!hee..

Then went home.Took the bus home from yishun interchange and because that I'm too tired to stand up,I sat down at the few front seats..And my goodness,the aunty beside me and the uncle behind were talking to each other and talking so loudly.Like I'm the middle person like that.I was almost closing my ears..Adding to that is that beside that uncle,another aunty talk on the phone,walao!!I think she want everybody in the bus to hear her conversation!

But so,today was another wonderful day.Only...

Today

Lol..

Come..lets go people!!haha??where to??To fantasy world!!BUT for a while only k..Haha..Ok..I'm crapping!!

And so..'Kenangan malam minggu .' 'ku sungguh mersakn mesra malam itu'...Hhaha..To those who know what song it is..Hhaha..Congrat..congrats..!!

Ok..Enough!Went home with Raudha today and heh..I saw Elfi at 800 bus stop and took the same bus as him..HAHA..!!Ok..

And the bus was so packed with people..That's what happen when you are too lazy to walk home especially at that time(6-7) when theres alot of people coming back from work.!And so back,I was standing at the middle part of the bus listening to songs from my earpiece and heh..After so long,only did I realize that I was actually moving like as if I've got no bone like that..It's like when the bus swerve or something,my head and body just follow the movement..!!Hhee..That shows soo much!!

I want PHAT NITE tix!!Tsk!!I wanna dance so much,can?Urgh!!Need it and want it!!!

And Today was a nice day!!!Really!!!!1 day dude!!Just 1day but you know how much 'uncomfortability' it bring me?But haha..Hope days just got better yupes!!

All are loved

wOOHOO..

I MISS MY 'CONDITIONOFMYHEART' SO MUCH..

Hehe..I haven't been updating.Ya,I know..Not that anyone care..Haha.
So, its July..Woo..
End of June is like a very2 big relieve.Haa..Wonder why I hate June so much!
So..July babies..It's your month!!

The new month is alright
It wasn't a happy2
nor a sad2
nor a pissed2 month so far(its only the 3rd day!dush!)

3 days..
Ya..3 days..
3 days I've understand alot
3 days I've been observing alot
and 3 days I've been shocked alot

You disappoint me!
You shocked me!
You irritate me!
You ...

IMY