I miss you friend..

A few days back I was reading my MSN chat log..I deleted those chats with people I dun think I have anything to keep..But I do keep some of them..And I went back to read this particular chat log with a someone..Hha..It was really nice to go back and read our nonsense..There were a few things I can't remember him saying it or me saying it but its there..So its proved that we do talk about those things..And haha..I can't stop myself from smiling and laughing..And after that and till now,everytime I'm online,I wonder where this guy is..He hadn't been online for so long and his blog hadn't been updated..I didn't hear anything from him..And I dunno how he is even..Message him??No..I dun think so..And people..no..He's just a friend ok?So dun think anything..Just having a friend whom was once I'm closed to and tease and disturb a few months back disappear?I just miss him,that friend..

Ok..So,,Stop all that..Earlier today,I watched a movie at Star Movies.."Initiation of Sarah"A freaking cool movie..Man!!!I love it so much..I wanted to be a vampire some time back.then a witch and soon I might want to be 'bomoh'(creep.I forgot wats bomoh in English..Wats it?)Its very very cool.....Hahah..

And now..I'm chatting with a friend and I wanna go off from blogging now...SHAH is asleep...

But first,beore I go..I finally met my BF.............YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!HAHAHAHAHAH....I love you awak!

I love DADDY!!

I love my Daddy alot..(Random)

I'm at home on a Sunday..Like alwasy..I was scolded for leaving the stove on fire...Crap!I forgot ok??Yea yea..My bad!Creep!

I miss some people so much and I won't say who..
I love some people so much but I won't say who..
I need some people so much but I won't say who..
I want someone so much but I won't say who..

Bf is out and tsk tsk!!!!!I want go out with him...4 weeks babies...

Anyway,I've got a new baby..He's 5 years old already when I discovered him a few days back..Actually I've been holding him for the past 5 years but I didn't sayang sayang him..It started a few days back when I was cleaning my room(Again!)..Bf helped to give a name..SHAH!Wooohhhooo..My baby got name already..And I've got SHAH to sleep with me every nite now...Cool!!!

My kitties are so cute(Random)

I wanna sing..Go karaoke anyone??Haha...Lets go when I got money ok???I am so broke now..Hmm..

OK..Fine,I shall go away now..I'm bored to the core..But before I go,here goes..

Family,bf,Zura&Fah

Bro is sick..Boyfie is sick..Thank Goodness I dunno anybody close else who is sick..Hahah...

So..Today I was told from bf that he was sick..Panicked but soon recover from it cause I thought that its of no use panicking as I can't really do anything about it..Haha..You got the MC, you use them darling...Stay at home and rest..And when I say rest,he will mean sleep!!!Hahha...Ok you...Take care..Take your medicine,you nurse!AND grow healthy again ok?

I should be sleeping now but I'm not!Hhaha....Rabakz!!I dunno.I just don't feel like sleeping eatly tonite despite knowing that I would have to wake up early tomorrow morning..Haha..I'm a stubborn ass!So,dun stop me!

I miss Zura and Fah like damn alot...Waaarrgghh!!!They miss me too..Hah..I know that..Because they have been sms-ing me and all..Miss them miss them miss them..Hahha...Cool!!!

This few days,I'm becoming more and more irritating...At home!I know sis and mom can't stand my nonsense already but unfortunately,they have to because I'll be at home till school reopen..So bear with me is all they can do..But still,I like it..To bf,yeap,I've been irritating to him too..Not that I think he will find me irritating,..But how I am at home is how I am with him,ON THE PHONE(simply because we havent been meeting)..Hah...

Man...I love my life so much..So many probs but at the same time,I've got as much happiness too...Thanks you all..Family,you guys are simply the best of everything..Bf,I dunno to describe how happy and thankful I am to have you with me..Zura&Fah,you two are totally missed by me and haha...I LOVE YOU 2 ALRITE??

Holidae routine..

Lets just see what beneficial thing I've been doing all this while..

I wake up at 6 every morning..I do my prayers,iron bro's uniform to school,make tea,wake daddy up and see them out the door..And then,about 7,I will be back to bed..

Sleep till 9 sometimes 10..Bathe,clean up the kitchen and clean up the living room abit..Then at 11 till 12,I will be stuck at in front of the tv watching 'JON AND KATE PLUS 8' on Travel & Living channel 16.Wonderful reality show..Hhaa...

Then,I will either vacuum,mop or find other cleaning chores to do until 1pm..Or which,then I will fetch bro from school..Then,I will be in the kitchen getting the currypuff stuffs ready..

By 2pm,I will be stuck again in front of the tv watching 'AIR CRASH INVESTIGATION' on National Geographic channel 11.Stcuk till 3..Then I will be doing what needs to be done then usually,I'm free only after 5pm..

Weehoo...I'm quite a busy ass ya...!!Hhaha...I surely am lor..But still,I try to make time for my books and lappy and blog...Man..man..man...

3 weeks of not seeing boyfie is so the pathetic man..Wanna make the record to a month can???Siao!!Haha..You...Miss you mr!

Hmm.hmm

The headache is not going away..Man!!!!

OK...So its Saturday andI'm home..Hhaa..Lucky thing coz my headache is giving me extra problems..Its ok..I had fun chatting with theses 2 people on MSN awhile ago and it feels so great..

The people from KL are coming down to Sipngapore this coming Saturday and daddy have asked to check out a few places where we can all go and have fun..I've checked out Wild Wild Wet and also Escape Theme Park and I seriously think I should consider another place but I just dunno where to..Any idea readers??

One more day to go..I can't wait..Not that anything will happen but its just a wonderful date..Hhaha...Shuts!

I've just spent almost 2 hours trying to change my blog skin but then I decided against it when I've finally found the perfect skin..I dunno..Perhaps I love this skin alot..Warghh!!

OK..Now I'm gone..But before..Can I say this..I miss my boyfriend so much!!!Crap!!!So freaking much and he dun know it!!I think!!

KL Trip

I'm back people of Earth!!!Hahha..I'm back to my lovely Singapore..Hahah..Truly!!

Went to Sunway Lagoon on Sunday and man,I had tons of fun..But unfortunately,the trobbing headache is killling me and the first day Red-day is so not helping in the cause of having much fun..Still..Tqah had fun..






Monday was spend at Mydin(if thats how its spelled)..Nothing much over there..But ok..Had fun..Before that,Uncle Zul brought us to I dunno where but I believe its Istana Negara there.

Tuesday,went to Petaling Street and also Central Market and it was fine..Hhah.

Wednesday..Only me,Sis and Nazura went out..We went to Pavillion to watch movie..Race to Witch Mountain..and haha...The movie's superb!Went to Lot 10,Bukit Bintang Plaza and KLCC...Woohooo..Cool time I had..

And today,I'm home and I miss home and Singapore and the people here andthe kitties..Hha..

Results out and I'm freaking disppointed with myself..Very very disappointed eventhough people around say that I did ok..But you know,as human,all you want is more..But still,I have noone to blame but myself because I didn't try to make even the least effort for the studes this semester..I have no idea why..Haiz..!But actually,I did quite fine..

I want to upload the pics but the Internet is giving me probs..So some other day ya..

I'm going soon..

Its Friday now and I seriously think that this week past so very fast..

Yes,I'm going to KL tomorrow..And I'm not feeling sooo happy about it..Because,I would have to leave all my 7 kitties,I will be living bf,I will have to leave home..!Crap!!Hate it man..But I hope everything goes just well tomorrow till Thursday..

I realised something baby..I realised that we havent been ,meeting for like,what,2 weeks?

I miss you you know and then I'm going to KL for 5- days and I wouldn't be meeting you before I go and then I wouldn't be even to even sms you..Isk!!!!Tak suke tau..!!Hahhaha

At this moment,I'm watching Puteri Omera at Suria..Hehe..Funny sey the drama..

And now,not having anything else to say,I shall be off..Dun miss me alright people..

Just about me..

I was just done reading some people's blog and ya ya..I'm impressed.!Hha..Bullshit!!

I mean,I was happy that those love ones are spending their given holidays with much pleasure and happiness..I shaln't compain much about MY holiday because..it was neither fun nor boring..So..I didn''t get to be outside like all the time,everyday I mean..So what?I've missed many other exciting things due to pure laziness or some other 'important' things to do..I never compain..In other words,I'm just grateful for every happiness I'm blessed with..I thank Daddy and Mummy for letting me go out with bf the other Saturday,I thank then for letting me go out with Sis and couz the very next day..

I dun lead a free life as you people know it but I'm trying hard not to see that as a problem..In fact,I find it rather special everytime I got the permission to go out..It makes my every movement happier you see..

I also am not borned with wealth and maids all over the house..I have a wonderful DAD,awesome MUM,terrific sis and bro and coool kitties..What else can I ask for..We do housework together..No need fr a maid right?Haha...

I won't say I'm geniusly clever because I'm not..I study in a Polytechnic and am grateful that I've got Mendaki to subsidy my fees..I would be in Aerospace right now if I'm clever and could score the points but I'm not..I'm in Multimedia And Infocomm Technology of which I'm grateful for for it actually fill my knowledge about computers.So,what I'm trying to say here is that I'm not Thomas edison or some Bill Gates..I'm just me..I may fail,but I try to pass the next time round..

I never am perfect..So far from it..And what other judge about me,I would try to not let it get to me that much..For praises,I would say 'Thank you'..For negative remarks,I would either keep quiet or simply a 'Thank you'.I think what I think I am and I think that makes me really happy..

I have a bunch of good friends I would want to keep for the rest of my life and there are also these bunch which I can't wait to push out of my life?MEAN isn't it?Haha..There must be some unpleasant memories so as to why I want to do just that.Good friends I'm rateful for having and for at least make me realise something in my life,no matter how small..And as only human,I hope for the same too for me..

I have a great boyfriend too..And I know he's just great..How I knew it?Well,he is my boyfriend,of course I knew it..And so,he sort of make me go crazy for him since 6 almost 7 months back..And I am going halfway crazy for him..Hah..In a good way I mean..I'm grateful for having him too..And he is sure,for keep!!

So,the real reason to why I'm writing all this is ....I dunno!Its either I'm plain bored or the knock on my knuckles against the shower tap was getting to me or being on and off sick is really2 bothering me..

Bored

Current mood:Bored to death!

I have nothing specific to update actually but well,as you can see,I'm bored so lets do it..My tagboard da start to complain pasal its too quiet..Hahha...Its ok..Noone read my blog maybe but still,I dun care..Haha..I

Ok..Lets get this fact right and typed..This is not for people's read..
1. I hate pain so much!!!
2. I dun like Satay
3. I dun eat onions..
4. I have a very boring wardrobe of clothes..but I dun complain and I like it..
5. I'm a book freak
6. My lazy level seems to be increasing alot this year
7. I love Britney Spears and Pussycat Dolls alot.!!!
8. I like to look not-know-anything but in actual fact I know
9. I love my hair like noone's business
10. I eat like oones business..I love eating
11. I'm the most patient living soul..Hahha..

Crap...I'm bored..You can see that??And yeap..I watched a video from youtube..Its PCD singing sway and the video and all...OMG...They are soooooooooo cool..Hahha..OK..People..I shall go now and do something..

KL Already

I'm tired of reading already but I can't seem to stop myself from reading..Hhaha...Weirdly!

So..Today is Friday and I've got another ermm..7 days before me and family head off to KL..A holiday at last after so long..Insyaallah..I can't wait to go KL and I can;t wait to shop..!!!Hah..NOt that I'm gonna shop like some heiress but just buying a pair of pants make me smile for a week already you know..Hhah..I just can't wait..Daddy asked me if I want to stay over at KL still after the actual given date..I dunno?Should I anot..

All this happiness about going KL is true and I am sooo happy about it but theres this part of me which is so heavy like that..Noe why??Its because,bf is in Spore...Hhah...But its ok..Its good for our mind and soul eh u...haha.

Since 23th February,I've not been seeing Azura and Halifah already..I miss all the fun..Hha...Its like the usual thing la..Not gonna cry about it..Hahh..

Nothing more I can remember to say so ya..Thats it..Until next time people..Loves

Loves..

OK...Im back..

Sunday was spent weirdly..Haha...Not that weird la but weird..

Firstly,Saturday night,I received a message from my grandma,my my goodness was I shocked.I went like "When did she learn to sms?" but when I read the message,it was actually a message from my dear cousin from KL..Shes in Singapore and asked if I could plan any outing out cause she want to jalan-jalan..

Secondly,So I went out with her and sis to Orchard then Suntec City then To Marina Bay then to Esplanade then to Bugis..The funny thing is that they decided to walk at the exact same path I walked with bf the day before like wtf!Thirdly,I was tired from the 7 hours with bf the day before and I actually spend another 9 hours on Sunday..Walking..I reached home at 2215..Hah..

And finally..Without me even thinking of it or even think it would even be possible to happen.it happen there,at Bugis Swensen's...Crappy!!!!

Guess what??I saw my 3 years love there with a gerl...Not that I mind at all..Ok people..Before I have people talk about me badly and before my dearest bf think mcm2..I stopped loving him from 7 months ago..Hah..Funny right?OK...For those who wanna know what happen,ask me straight to my face..Not gonna eleborate here!Yan..I love you.!!!
So back...I saw him..yes him...There...Smiling to me..The exact same smile he gave me 4 years ago..The exact same smile that make me go all weak and flustered..Haha..That was 4 and 3 years ago..That doesn't bother me much anymore..

But goodness..To see him all over again..Its just so...Wonderful..Yeap...I didnt talk to him..Its ok...My goodness!!!!Ok Tqah shall stop it before someone start to feel uneasy..Hhehe..

Ok....I'm tired..Going off now..Bye!!