Life is difficult!
Meaning one thing and then saying another thing. What other damn choice do I have. Sometimes I wonder what kind of big nonsense have I done to deserve all this shit!
Truthfully, I am tired. Really tired of all this. I want what I want but why is it that everything I want always seems to be so wrong.Dammit!
I said its fine but damn who am i kidding? What the hell is fine anymore? Just a neutral easy expression to describe if I am actually not bloody fine?