Smile:)

"When you know you have loved ones but still feel lonely. When you know you can shout but still keep quiet. When you know you should express but still just be ignorant. I love to say I am an attention seeker..but I only seek attention from my loved ones. But when my loved ones are not giving me attention.Then can I go seek from public now?"

I like to think that I can handle everything. I love to think that I can be patient up to a level it would kill. But who am I kidding? I am only human..

When they ask "Hey,what's wrong? tell me." , I only say "Nothing.I'm good"

Some will probe more and some will just try a few bit more and then give up. Not that I give a damn about it.

But you know, what hurts the most is that the people you love, the people who say they love you, when they ask the question. First, you should know that you've hurt me and shouldnt ask.Its either you're plain stupid or you simply wanna keep your ego high by wanting me to TELL you what's wrong with me. Second, you dun go get angry at me for being angry..I am human and I am free of my own feelings and emotions. You dun get angry at me if I dun want to tell you whats wrong.

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Problems would always be problems. Its how you handle them that will determine the outcome of every problem. Haiz..

Thats it.

Lavenver ring

Baby.. Can I have this for our wedding? My wedding ring..Customised with our name engraved on the ring.. *Dreaming

My addiction and obsession for lavender is dangerously crazy..

So..well well.. Gd day.. Good weather to be crawling onto bed and snuggle up with your blanket..

These few days, my urge to write has been tremendously strong,, I need to write.And the need of paper and pen by me has been a necessity. In case I'm free not doing anything for the moment or in case something nice just run into head and I need to jot it down.

I wanna blog about stg but have forgot what about.. And when I can remember what..I shall come back alright.

tired

Pen, paper, blog..They are the best thing in every writer's life. I wont't say so much about me being a writer but at least I've ever write and am still writing when I could find the time.

Reason to why I say those are the best are basically because you don't have to bother people when you write.You don't have to listen to 'why' everytime you say something. You just write what you feel like writing. Any forms.Story..poetry..Journal..

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I've not been feeling too good this few days. Few days back, I was sneezing non-stop(exaggerating) the whole day.. 2 days later, I was coughing and coughing and coughing. The coughing continued till today.

Apart from that,I've been feeling rather cranky these days. Irritate me and I will get really irritated. If I'm all smiles, thats because I am either at work or at home. I get too tired easily. I am seriously not sure whats happening to my body. And dun tell me go see the doctor because I am not going in the near future.

I am tired.