My boyfriend..

I'm super tired and I dun really want to sit in front of the computer at this very moment..All I want to do is sleep..but its ok..Theres something I just feel like blogging..Its about my love life..And I know I said the 2 previous post might be the last post..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~(Dun cont..Its my love life)~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Well,currently I'm in a very wonderful relationship with a very wonderful guy..Yup,some people might only know him by name..But not talking to him in person and know what he is like..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~(Dun go own,trust me,you will get bored!)~~~

Let me just share abit about how things happen..I've known this guy for quite awhile and I find him super irritating..And I mean SUPER irritating!!!But well,as days past,I felt quite attached to him and I feel the want for someone to care and the need for an extra 1 person to love me..Hee..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~(3rd warning!!Dun go)~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Now,I'm with this wonderful irritating guy..But never in our 4 months of relationship have I ever regretted making my choice to be with him..We never fight but arguments just make everything feels great..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~(Final warning!!!!)~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

And for the first time at this very own blog of mine..I'm gonna say this..Sayang,I love you so much..I know putting up with all my nonsense with all the patience you have to put in might be difficult..But I love you for all those..I've never asked for anything from you but all I want is that bit of love and protection you promised to give.I know I've hurt you a few times but you put up with all that..Thank you..really..thank you for all those you have been showering me with..I've loved you always and I will always do..And I don't lie about how I feel...I want people to finally know that I'm proud of you and I'm happily in love with a very great guy..

To anyone who have been reading till the end..If you think I'm talking nonsense and its too mushy,then get lost..!But to others who feel the opposite of what I just said,then,no comments!!Because this entry is actually only for SUFYAN HADI!!!!

urgh!!

I miss bf so much...

*

*

*

*

*

*

*

*

*

*

I miss zura and fah too....

Ermmm..This might be the last post for the time being..That's because I'm having my upcoming production to worry about and I've got my untouched projects to touch..

Well..Training for production has started to get very very hectic..I am tired myself that this small body of mine has started its aching already and the frequent headache is driving me crazy..

MCGians,we can all make it like how we have always did it..I know all of us can make it..We surely can..I know our months and months of trainings are all gonna be fruitful..Insyaallah.

Before I go,I would just have something said for us to ponder..

WHAT IF you were brought up single handedly(means you were brought up either by ur mum or dad) and ur other parent did not hold any responsibility towards you at all.After a few years later,ur other parent came to see you..Think,would you gladly accept and forgive him and went to meet him with a smile plastered on your face or just bang the door right smack on his/her face?

(And I'm talking about your real parents here)

*Yawn*

Tqah is tired
Tqah is very tired
Tqah is very very tired..

Haiz...I'm missing too many things and I am missing 1 person only...1 guy only..No..make that two..Daddy and bf..OK..Shuts,..Just a little brief update..

Mon was Hari Raya Haji..Hmm..Great day I would say but having to study really2 at the last minute is pathetic.

Tues was..erm..DDI common test..Ok la..

Weds was accounting paper..OK eh..A please la eh..

Thurs was RAD paper..Dun wanna talk abt it la

Fri was Fbodz production..Hahhaha...And they do put up a great show..To me..

Sat was engagement day for both of my couz..Morning til night and that spells T-I-R-E-D.

Sun was staying at home day..

Now I wanna sleep...Wanna wanna sleep but proj not done and all..Hmm..Aimed..By friday I must start doing OOAD..haaizz...OK peeps..I wanna sleepp...

I miss you too.!!Alot..

Stupid !@#$%^(*&^%$

Went to work and earn my 40 bucks today..Alhamdulillah for the rezeki..Heh...OK..I'm gonna say quite abit here..So bear..

I hate kude kepang!!!!!Urgh..!!To anyone who terase,I'm so sorry..But I'm here talking based on my own perspective..I don't like..There were those people and the kude kepangs at the wedding justnow and dumb asses!!!I hate them!I look like an idiotic **** because of them..Imagine me running around and hide myself everytime I saw them approaching near..Urrgghhh!!!!

OK now...I got this..Something that require me to enter my birthdate and my character iis all listed down..Here it is and my own comments for each of them ..I'm born on the 12 May btw!

* Stubborn and hard-hearted~hahaha....my close one will know how true this is
* Strong-willed and highly motivated~Ermm..No idea?
* Sharp thoughts ~Actually ya la..
* Easily angered ~Hahahha...Very the correct.Pity Zura and Fah sometimes
* Attracts others and loves attention ~I already attract bf!Proven!And I do love attention
* Deep feelings ~Very deep..Deeper then the center of the earth
* Beautiful physically and mentally~I am?Oh..I can't deny that fact..Whahaha
* Firm standpoint ~At times..When I sae A,its A
* Easily influenced ~Very the easily.So don't teach me nonsense.I will follow!
* Needs no motivation ~So not true..You think?
* Easily consoled ~True..But i prefer to make ppl's life hard but not being too easy
* Systematic (left brain) ~after a few test I found on the internet,I agree!
* Loves to dream~Woo....Love it more than I could ever say
* Strong clairvoyance~Not quite sure if its strong ah..but got..
* Understanding ~Very the ubderstanding..
* Sickness usually in the ear and neck~Sickness?Haha..So far no..But sensitive?eheh
* Good imagination~Good..!But not creative
* Good debating skills ~Since poly,never did I use them
* Good physical ~People..tell me?
* Weak breathing~ Quite ah..
* Loves literature and the arts~ALOT
* ! Loves traveling~HAHA..YEAP.only no chance to..
* High spirited ~Very..only I' dun quite show it la outside
* Spendthrift ~If only I've got the money..

Yes..ALL DONE..hahahha..I did tell Fah ydae..At times when you have someting like this,go show your close friend.Because it makes then the dos and don'ts..OK..I'm shagged!!!!!Aahahahahaahhaha~!!!!Oh ya...Deary friend,stop all your nonsense..Wake up and go do what you are suppose to do.I've told you alot of times that I'm gonna support you through..Heee...Really.You have my word.

OK..Tqah is going off already..She is really tired and half pissed!

Alhamdulillah..Syukur..

Woohoo...

Ok..scrap the previous entry.I am soo loving life..Alhamdulillah...Thank GOD so much for all the blessing HE have been giving us dear humans.Syukur syukur syukur...

Yeap..I'm a very panick-ed person..I'm a first word person.(I take first word seriously then the 2nd word(understand?))..Watever..!Yeap2..I just make myself worry for nothing..But whatever it is,I am just human to be thinking about the possibilities and also to bear abit of responsibility..

Baby.baby.baby...Hahahahhahahha...Imiss bf soooo much...Haiz...

I am sooo in love with you...

And before I forget..Just these few lines for these 2 gf of mine..Before you girls get very down..Remember this..

Its so hard to know

The way you feel inside

When theres many thoughts

And feelings that you hide

But you might feel better

If you let me walk with you..By your side

~~~~~~~~

All of the times

When everything is wrong

And your feeling like

Theres no use going on

You cant give it up

Il'l help you work it out..And carry on

Nothing much..But as long as you girls are not yourself,you both will keep on hearing this song on my lips all the time..Tak paham kan?hahaha...nvm!

GOD give me strength

Something is really bothering me at this very moment..I dunno who else to talk to except for bf..But unfortunately he is not available for me to talk to..No offence people.Not that I dun wanna tell you guys anything but its just that things are getting to personal for me to start sharing with the public.You never know what others might start to think about me..Bf,please2 come back quick..

This is definitely very painful and very very scary..You,I'm so scared..I dun want to think of all the nonsensical stuff but I'm only human and its showing la..(I'm not talking about myself if you get what I mean)

Enough said..I've been blogging quite often now.When I should actually be using the time to study.Haiz..Now is already Thursday..First paper is this coming Tuesday..My goodnessAM i READY?I guess not..Haizx!!

Thinking about what elective to choose for year3 is so difficult..Maybe not but for me it has always been..I HATE making choices..!!Urgh..Whats worse is that I have to choose from 4 choices.Haix!

I havent been getting into character for my upcoming production..PLease!!Sometimes looking at all the juniors acting and doing at their very best just pisses me off..Pissed and near to tears..Where is all my acting skills(I know I have them)?I am trying my very bestto enjoy this prodcution and I know I can..I dun want to just enjoy and not making any effort to make my character stands out(I know my real character isnt suppose to).But I want it to..Nobody say anything about my characater but I know I suck at it at this moment now...26 more days Tqah!!!!Wake the hell up!

ok..Now I should be rushing through animation report..Ok..Thats about now people...Bf..When you come back,please remind me to talk to you about the 'issue'..K...Loves people..

Woohoo...Tqah is sooo sweet!!!

What a tiring semester..

Assignments,project,quiz,common test and training is all up in the brain..Hehh..Just in the brain..Not exactly digested in the brain..

I just feel like blogging but dunno about what exactly..Hmm......

I'm bored but studying soon..

And haha..I met like 4 northlanders today..Woo!!!!Syafizah after like so long..Salizah after that..Suprisingly Mikhail after like 3 years..And Aidil finally..Hahhahaha..Sweets...Miss them all..

I want lavender!!!!!!!!!!!u....I nak lavender...!!!!!!Desperately want lavender(I'm just telling you..)I want dance...(Zura,I want dance..)I want run..(Fah,I want run..)

Ok...Thats all people..I'm off..But wait!Before I go off...Zura,you'r most welcome...And yeap..That was very sweet..As a way of showing gratitude,I will give you a present..Wait for your birthday..Hhahahahahahahahaha!!!!