Missing!

I wanna go back to Northland.I miss each and everyone of my friends there.Why can't secondary and poly just be at the same school.? Ya,i saw fazilla ,jenmark, syafizah and joanne almost all the time in NYP but its very2 different from the other time.I miss you guys from 4EA all the way to the technical class and also the sec 5 and can i say everyone there are in Northland.?
I miss Jessica,Syafizah and Joanne who have always been there listening to my craps and always being my shoulder to cry on.I miss Sheila,jenmark,mahes and Fazilla who have always brighten up my days with their jokes.I miss all my NPCC mates.I miss my cadets because they were the one who have always make me happy in any situation.I miss the teachers who have always come to class shouting or smiling.I miss my sistaz liyana,Shikin and Salina.They are the bestest friend I can ask for..I miss the sec5s who have always been disturbing and teasing me.I miss Rafiq so much.The one guy who make me smile all the time and the guy who have always treat me with respect.And i miss everyone else.
I want my secondary life back.Can i have them?

I think I think too much and that is the reason why I am in this state now.Running nose with a terrible throat pain and a headache.I want to sleep but I can't because I've still got my PD project to finish up.And now here I am in school,putting on my headphones and listening to a blasting music.Arggggghhh..I am in pain.

Just get a new story.His operation is on 7 December instead.I thought my misery had come to an end but no,it has to be postponed.He is clearly with someone else now and it looks like he loves her alot. Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...

*I am confused

Why?

Why does bad fortune always befall human? It happens many time in this lifetime of mine and as a human,all I can do is to pray and patience.Sometimes I am bored with bad fortune.Sometimes I am pissed but nothing will change.Dinie is suppose to go to KK hospital today for his check up.I just got a message from mum who says that Dad is now in hospital,emergency.I hate the word EMERGENCY!!!I panic like hell!Hope Dad is not admitted to hospital.Can i work???????

Raudha,I am sorry ya.I will miss dikir today and that is for sure.And I will definitely miss you guys.Haiz.But I will just have to give it a miss for today.I know you understand right?Thank you babe. Arrgggghhhh....

Can I just shout? Well,I just did.Thank goodness I am situated at a pond in NYP..I can released my tension.Hahahahahaha..Well,enough about that.This is like the first time I spend time at the pond here and I am soooooo happy!Right zura,Halifah?Its beautiful?Very2 beautiful.To me lah but I dunno about others view and yeah,I dun care about what they think.. Ok.I think Im gonna go now because I am crapping.So i shall go before the condition worsen.

Mother Nature

Today

Hello..
Lets write ya.Actually I have got no mood today to do anything but was in class and was thinking about when the school will end when Halifah and Zura told me that we have got only like 16 weeks of school for 1 semester.I was so shocked as I felt like it has only been a month when i restart school and now is week 7 already.I immediately take note of all the assignments I have to hand in and I realized that I have not done alot of them.Of course,I panic and stay back after school to do them.Now,i had finished doing most of them.Thank goodness..

I have been counting days to the 30th.I dunno why I even bother to do them but I did.Most of my time nowadays were spend on thinking about him.Guys,its not that "that" kind of think..Its just concern.I cant stop myself from being concern.I tried to avoid discussions about him but I cant because people love to ask and I have to answer them.Laugh at me my dear peeps..I miss him!!

Didn't really spent much time with my giler-geng today because was busy doing my assignments.Sorry girls.But you girls know I always love you all.Haha..Liana and Raudha,I hope the both of you did well for your presentation.Zura,sorry for not talking that much to you at the later part of the day.I'm in the state of panicking.

Zura,please dun malu me anymore in front of Farhan.Crapp!!I was so shocked when you told me the reason why he said thank you..And An,you dun have to listen to everything Zura said.

To my family,I love all of you.So much..Thanks for everything.My bro and Mum,please get well soon.To dad,your absence at home is always felt.I appreciate all your hard work.To my sis,your the best sis I can ever ask for.

To my sistaz Liyana,Shikin and Ina.I love you girls always.Even if we were to ever break,I will love you 4.

To my MCG friends,you guys gave me the best time in NYP.I will forever treasure that.

To my giler-geng,you girls mean everything to me here.Thanks

Awesome

Today was like wonderfully,splendidly,greatly,awesome,enjoyable day.I really had fun with some of the MCGians.See,I am never down when I am around them because they always brighten those moments of mine.HAHA..

ok..ok..Back to today..Went to try out for Dikir Barat girls just now with Zura and met those wonderful usual people.We were like all shouting at the top of our voice just to meet the pitch that Zai gave us.It was soooo0000ooo high and some of us cannot take it la..But we did fairly well.Guys,you should be proud of us girls because we can do it!But still,you guys are the best(because korang train for so long already)..After the training,most of them stopped at Yishun to eat.I seriously had fun eating with you guys because only our table was the noisiest one.I intended to go home after the meal but due to some persuasion,I stayed with Elly,Farhan,Aameer,Dok and Khaiman at MACDONALD.We watched the video for our production and we had a good laugh.You guys were so funny la.

Went back with Farhan and Aameer taking 800 and they accompany me all the way in the bus.Hee.Sorry but thanks ya.We talked about stuffs and btw,our conversation hasn't finish k..

To anyone who understands: I think I am falling again****

*Your smile brighten up my day
Your look discomfort me all the way..

Friends

Who says friends means nothing in life??

In this life,I am always blessed with good friends.I am happy I met them even for once in this lifetime and it cant be denied I've got bad company and betrayer behind my back too.But I shall just take the good ones ya.?When I was just a girl in primary school,I didn't know that much about friendship but I have got great friends whom I am still keeping in touch with up till now.In secondary school,the period when my life is just about to start,I am exposed to alot of bad companies but along the way,I met many friends whom I am proud to cal company.

Now,here I am in poly.I am exposed to many kind of people around SINGAPORE.These friends made me realize how valuable friendship are and I've learn alot from them.Thank you guys.

So now,let me just say what drives me to writing this post.It was when I saw Zura,Liana and Raudha laughing and enjoying each other's company earlier this afternoon.I was fascinated by how a friendship can make someone's life brighter.It certainly make mine.

Here is a picture of the people who has never fail to put a smile on my face:







You guys are loved.

Done!!

At last,the production has ended.But I actually felt a little sad.i wonder when will be the next time all of us will meet each other again.Now is like the time to concentrate in class and do well in our studies.I am definitely going to miss all these people.I love you MCGians.

Yesterday had been great!Went to school early in the morning to have breakfast with those dearest friends of mine.The meal was ......... "Fried bee hoon"..haha.Ok.We went to TFA and that was when everything starts.Everybody was so busy doing their part to make the production a success and as for me and Zura,we helped Ros in doing the props.I was so happy when I saw her tying square lashing.I offered to help and Zura helped out too.Hee..Zura, you passed the test.Production started at around 8 and obviously,we were all so nervous including the tarian people.We all did well eventually.I was really-really satisfied with my singing and I am happy that everyone really enjoy the show.

MCGians,u all did your best and I am very sure the audiences enjoy our performance.Jannah,thanks for having that faith in me.Zura,Wani,Liana-Baby,Liyana-B,Raudha,Syimah,Ros,Elly,Ismael,Hasbi,Faizal,Jamal,Ky and Farhan,thank you for calming me down whenever I am about to sing.I truly appreciate that.And for the rest of the MCGians,thank you for everything.You guys did well,worked well and performed well.

All the sweats,blood,tears and pain are all worth it.

Production!!

Production is tomorrow.!!I feel like all of us start practicing only like..yesterday?This time,the production is really2 fast.I can't seem to be catching up with my own breathe.Nervous..Nervous..Nervous..I feel that I have not succeed in doing my role splendidly and I am clearly still having problems with my singing.And the production is tomorrow..Can I ask for a guardian angel??hee

Ok..To start things off,I went to training today and obviously I didn't stay over with all my other mates.It was already bad that I had to go home alone but as I was on the way out from NYP,my slipper actually "putus".And there I was,like an idiot having to walk all the way to the bus stop to get a bus instead of the MRT.Actually,mum told me to take the cab but I was scared and a cab will cost me $10 and I have got no money left because I have spend it on something else earlier to release my stress.!!wweee!!I finally got home and thank goodness nothing bad happened to me.

Unlike any other day,I was extremely hyper today at home.I was shocked but I couldn't control myself.Gave sister 1 of the 3 perfume I bought just now as her belated birthday present(at least I dun have to feel so guilty now).Showed mum my new mcg shirt and once again I complain because its a guy's cutting.Actually it is alright but its just my mouth that couldn't just keep quiet for a minute..hee..the shirts fine actually.I kinda like it but i prefer the first one.haha..

I just pray and hope that tomorrow's event will be a blast and a very successful one.Hope everyone did well in their role and may our dearest audience feel the satisfaction in watching our show.To mum,dad,sis and bro,the reasons why I am always late is because of the show.I want you guys to be proud of me.

To zura,thank you for forcing me to create this blog.Even though its like only you who is gonna read all the craps I am writing in here.haha..Thank you zura.





That's the picture we took on Tuesday.

Hearts

theres sum things i wanna tell these few ppl but i noe i couldnt tell them in person or directly..i will just let my soul tell this ppl..haha..nonsense.but here it goes:

kak long-thanks for all those never-ending advices you alwaes gave me..appreciate it alot.love ya
shikin-ur alwaes there..haha..sis forever dear.hope u have a wonderful year..love ya
ina-i dunno where u have gone to..i wanna sae we have gone apart but sumtyms i just dun have the heart to do so bcoz ur one of my sis..
zura-my mumy,bro,sis..haha..ur alwaes there.wel,not in relationship part,i noe i can never depend on u for that..haa.but thanks for being there
halifah-thanks for alwaes listening to my nonsense..haa
syamim/mimi-haha.i appreciate for making my life brighter will all ur nonsense.alwaes putting a smile on my face
hasbi/bibi-haha..!!hee..had fun wenever with u too.alwaes remember u guys
liana/lili-haha..had fun with u gerl..smile alwaes ya..thanks for inviting me to the bbq.wouldnt have a happy moment if i didn't go
raudha/roar2-u rawk man!haha.had fun lots2 la wenever with u all..haa
fadil-wenever i look at u,it reminds me of the orientation tym wen i fall sick.i ws really mesmerized by all the trouble u took..thanks man.
sue-haa,u too took care of me.im just grateful to have u guys in my life
rya-u have alwaes been my adek.be it bad or gd.i just dun see the commonness in us.n i certainly dun see the happy moments between us anymore

ros-my very gd fren..i appreciate it alot.thanks for still surviving for being with me.

hasyimah-very fun person to be with and always smiling with me
wani-had fun with u man..ur actually fun..hahaa..despite the fierce face in u..haa
farhan-hey..cant believe im actually seeing u again in nyp...
khai-alwaes giving me motivation in things im alwaes having doubts in doing..
aameer-made my life very happy with the jokes and alwaes distubing me.
jannah-always helping in my studies.haa..thanks for the book..and thanks for alwaes listening to my crap
syafizah-happy to see u alwaes in nyp
nazry-.hope u all the best for ur a's and may u achieve wat u want in life..best wishes with u and ur never forgotten
rafiq-it has been so long since we last met..wee!!where are you?