People.

When fear is all I'm feeling

Firstly,I would like to welcome another family member who has been living in this house with us for already 3 days.haha..Welcome2..I didnt have the chance to snap a picture of him because he has been running around the house..playing..

Smiles,laughters and sincerity are the things I see this few days.Look up at some people friendster's profile,blog hopping to various blogs and everyone seems to be happy and contented with life..Good..good.Me?Lets just say,I am not facing much problems ya...

Holidays here but being 18 this year,holiday doesn't really mean good thing to me but there's some advantage to it..There's a few things I could do..Lets just see..

1.Go rent movie and movie marathon with myself at home
2.Borrow loads of books
3.Plan 4 sistaz day out
4.Earn money.Aim of at least a thousand by the time school reopens.How to?Only GOD knows..
5.Project MnM..

Haahha..I am missing u 3 so much..

arts..

When I starts to say No

Hey shona.hey shona..
HALIFAH...this is seriously not meant for you.Haha..

My horoscope for the day: "The art of flirtation takes time to learn, but you are becoming a master today!"

Haha..Master or what..?haha..I think I already am..Haha..No..joking je la..I didn't know that theres an art of flirtation.haa..new thing I learn today.So,I shall go earn the art of flirtation very soon.Go get my degree in flirting and yea..I am a professional flirt..HAHAH..I seriously cannot believe I am saying this..hah..

-Janne dil mein..Rafiqah-

I am sorry

When things get too difficult

Is my gesture telling you much
Am I presenting myself wrongly
I was just being nice
but obviously it was otherwise

Confusion?No.i don't think so.Thank goodness I could still think with my brains.I wasn't looking for trouble but it looks like I am involve in some trouble.Just the second month of 2008 and yet I have to be less nice to like what..3 people?haiz...

I'm a coward.Well,ya..maybe I am.I wouldn't know how to break hearts but I certainly know how to make people hate me but I shall not be doing that.

Guy,if you're reading this. If those notes are just notes to you then I am ok with it but if you're trying to tell me something deep through that paper.Well,I am so sorry..You don't have to change just for the sake of trying to impress..I am so sorry and I hope you do understand tis post.

-Jaane di mein..Rafiqah-

Smiles

When you smile

Thanks eh Zura.At least support la abit I'm with N.Hayden..Hhaa..

V'day is gone.Yea....!!

I've got some news to share here..I've read my favorite book a few days back and it says something."A woman with an hour glass body-shaped will have intelligent and clever kids"..Haha..How true is that?So,girls,lady and women,go get an hour glass body-shape ya if you wanna have intelligent kids ya..

Days had been filled with smiles..thanks to those who are responsible for it..Haha...

Valentines?no..thanks

When you made me smile at every instances

First thing first,I got my stingray today.Yea..Yum..yum..Followed Mum to the market today and sh bought stingrays for me,knowing that I crave for them for like so long already.Hhaa..She cooked it justnow..Thanks ma,love ya..

OK,now..Celebrated Valentines Day with myself at home.Sitting down in front of the tv watching Hindustan movie.Hee..Halifah..I watched Tara Rum Pum already..And I like sooo love it a.Haha..Will watch black after the exams aite.Aniway,the movie is so sweet la and I love the look on RV's(Saif Ali Khan) face whenever he look at his Shona(Rani Mukherjee).Man,that love..So strong la..Envy so much..

At 1915,as a family we watched Aquamarine and I like so loving it..The movie was amazing.Aquamarine was so beautiful and I love the movie..Hee...

At 2100,we as a family again,watched Amazing race Asia and I can tell you.my heart was beating so hard like as if it was me on that race.Obviously,I'm supporting Singapore's team.Adrian and Collin..They were like 1st and then 2nd and then 3rd and at th last roadblock they were last but thank goodness,one of them was a flag expert and he succeeded in getting the arrangement of flags right at 1st attempt and yea..Singapore won..Thanks to them..

Ok.Thats how basically I spend 14 Feb ok..

Fatin and Farhaan

Ok..I'm really excited about this..haha..
Its actually a story about me and Fatin and me and Farhaan,this particular guy in ny secondary school.haha

I was daydreaming justnow and then suddenly memories came rushing in.Out of so many people,I thought of the two of them.Haha..funny.But I seem to smile whenever I think about them so its good,right?

Ok,let's start off with me and Fatin.My thought went back to as late as 9 years ago when we were in primary 3.Sheesh..We used to do things like together inn school.Remember cikgu Suhaimi,our malay teacher who always asked us to help him out and to take our spelling book from the teacher's office and how we always check our marks first before we get into the class.Haha..And we will always challenge each other,who will be the first to sit after recess..Haha,..Believe it or not,I miss those times.

Now,to Farhaan.I went back to 2005 memory.During leader's camp.I don't know what to say la,i mean I dunno how to describe the feeling at that time.I seem to be blinded.And obviously you too.Everything was so sweet.And people,we were not together k.Hahaha..I like that memory k..

I shall appreciate and treasure that memory as well as I can.It shall never be gone from my memory..haha.I hope they still remember like I do.

And ya,in case some of you are a bit confused.The Fatin I'm talking about is,our Fatin.Nur Fatin Atiqah...And Fatin,I do remember..Do you?

Newwy..

When heart starts to ache

Ive been sitting here for almost 4 hours in front of the lappy.To explore my blog.Yea,I learnt alot.Come to think about it,4 hours..I should have used that time to actually study my pmp.Haa..But its ok since in a way,it helps me in my IAD.Ok,enough about this..

I realized a lot of things in this 2 days.Yesterday and today.

1.I have got many friends
2.You can never please people that easily
3.Assuming is all people can do
4.I have been far from HIM
5.I have yet to do anything to bring myself closer to HIM
6.That person whom I use to love,I realized that I still do love him but this time as a deary friend
7.I love everyone whom I have known once or still
8.My parents are the best people know matter what.If they believe that,good enough
9.My siblings are my everything
10.Someone out there is far more worst that you are
11.You never know what will happen next in life

That's many realization in 2 days.Not that many but quite many.So I shall buck up and care and mind about what is happening.Ok.da,Im crapping!!

Zura,Halifah..I just did a quiz and Max is my dbsk hubby but no matter what I stil love Xiah.haha
The link,
"Click here"

Thank you

Words affect me but I shall not make it ruin me..
I shall..
I will..

Life da tergantung
Tears had been poured out enough

Fate knows best
I'll let it decide

For once,again,
I shall be blinded
I shall be directionless
I shall not bother
I shall just be plain dumb

Let's go..

When all you say was, "Goodbye"

As I was writing this,my mind wander off to certain events.Firstly,if Rya were to read this,she would understand.Went to BK with her to study and saw this 2 couple(i think,as they were so intimate la) near the multi-storey carpark at Northpoint.I was so jahat la as I was saying that they were dating.Know what they did,they just stand there and stare at each other and talking.Me and Rya were talking about how that kind of dating would be..Fun or boring??haha
Secondly,about Rya's C Maths.I hope I could be of much help justnow.Just practice more k and don't be careless.
Thirdly,my 3 major papers.I have not been studying hard enough to be prepared for the paper.Buck up Tqah..

Ok..Last say..I love you..And again,I'm saying it to anyone and everyone who bother to read my blog post..

A night out!

When the heart and head says different things

Yesterday was quite a day.Not really a day.It was a night.Oh well,it was Dad's birthday yesterday and ya it was.When out yesterday night with family and relative from KL.Hee.It was fun la.Well,it was an enjoyable day yesterday.Ok,we went to eat at Sembawang first but then,we realized that there were not many choice of foods left so we just bought drinks and then headed off to Jurong to eat.And yea!!!!theres food!!haha..Then we headed off to vivo!Yea.I like..I like and they were like so happy to eventually reached there.After vivo,we went to west coast park and guess what?We reached home at almost 2 am.And I can tel you,I am still tired and fun! I am tired of typing so let the pictures talk..

Us at jurong to eat

Me and couz

Ok.The angle was out but well,who cares

Our mummies and aunties

Me..Just a shot

That's bro,Dinie

Couz and Dinie

Now,lets just do my monthly wishing to the February's babies..

8 Feb:Happy birthday baba..Love you
9 Feb:Syimah..Hey,happy birthday.Miss you la
10 Feb:Happy birthday Zul,may you be happy always
14 Feb:Ibu...Happy birthday..Happy to see you yesterday
18 Feb:Happy birthday Uncle Amir
19 Feb:To bro,Dinie.Happy birthday.Love you..Study hard ya,prefect!haha
29 Feb:Alex,its your birthday right?hee..aniwae..Happy birthday

de.....

When it means alot..

When words starts to demoralize me.I hate the feeling of demoralizing.I hate feeling so dumb.I hate being looked down on.

I am truly demoralized by those "things".I'm sorry

This cannot be happening

When you start to promise

I simply, pathetically,irritatingly know what is going on between my head and my heart.I irritatingly know what pathetic emotions are playing in my body from head to toe.There,I've said,don't tell or asked me.And now I am feeling super pathetic and irritatingly irritated by the feeling....It will go away..yeah..

Went to school with Halifah and Zura and ya2..You can guess how crazy today was.Cam whoring eh??And ya,there were many stupid photos taken of the "photogenic s".Hhaha..

Storyboard is like half way done.Halifah,tomorrow before 1400 I will send you the files k.Zura..go do your report k.Hee.must go school tomorrow eh?kesian..hee.joking

I am beat for today and I wanna go sleep for tonight.Good night peeps
Whatever it is,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,Tibby and Tooey will always love Pendleton..

Holidays..

When I really mean what I say

Don't wanna talk about DE paper yesterday.It was super pathetic and yea,praying is all I can do now so as not to let the lecturer see my pretty face again.(haha,joking people)!

Holiday has started and I really don't know what I will be doing for this,ermm 2 months?Whats for sure is that I am going to stay at home and maybe to school to study for my 3 majors exam paper.Theory babe!!Must really2 score..After the end of exams,job hunting.So anybody,if you have got a job to recommend me,do tell me k.Its much appreciated.

Liyana,Shikin,Salina..We shall all find a date for our day out again,ok.And this time,we must all be able to make it.

As I have said,I made my decisions due to some thoughts and reasons and if I truly do disappoint you in any way,I am sorry.

And that's all for now.Bye..