Nothing much.

Long time since I last blog..

School don't interest me anymore..My goodness..Wonder how I can be saying such things..But nonetheless,I'm still trying my very best to pay attention in every class..It's Thursday today.The 3rd week since school reopen..Lappy is still sick..Poor you.And I think I got the virus from dear lappy..

The dream about getting married 2 nights ago is somehow,hilarious..I wouldn't my wedding in the future to be like that..And I wonder why I've been thinking about marriage so frequently these days..But I'm not desperate for one eh..Haha..Who knows what marriage life could bring me into..Urggh..Studies first..University second..Work third..The rest is for the future to decide..

Looking around,I see how happy people have been..Or just how bad life have been to them..Well,for me..I thank GOD for the life he gave me...The people let me meet in this lifetime..I'm grateful for everything..

Sis..You're bbq is gonna happen k..Just give me all the details and you're gonna celebrate your birthday with your friends on November ok??

Lastly..I just have to say this.I love bf so much..

Tiredness..

Patience is the keyword you have to keep in life...

I'm too tired..Too tired that i can just sleep wherever I am..But at the moment,I have to just blog awhile..

Friday was alright..Love every single moment spent.And thanks for the "everything".

Today..too tired..Just too tired..Maybe for the fact that I'm in no good condition- the headache,the gatal throat,the coughing and the pain at my back.All this together with being on my feet since 10 to 7+ pm..

But this wedding today was what I could say the most enjoyable and fun wedding I've ever went to.Imagine the groom having 4 brothers and 5 sisters.And so those people came to AMK only after 5 and the place was so noisy with laughter and singing people..Songs played by deejays was so the best..The best part was,before the couple went off,the couple,the bride and groom's families came together to sing this particular happy song..They were dancing and shouting I just had to smile looking at them.They were all enjoying themselves..

Well..I want my marriage like that too..Haa..Enough said..I'm heading off to bed anytime now..

Fun funny..

The freaking internet is lagging....

Well well..Let's see..Today is another exciting day..It starts off in school..I was half and hour late ya..Hhaa..Then everything was quite going going ok..Came elective..And I like normal were sitted beside this particular CRAZY guy who made me cover my face a few times because I am just sooo the paiseh...You stop it eh Shamin...I am the freaking paiseh lor..Lucky thing noone hear anything tau.Isk!

After elective is going home time..Wee!!!Bf came for a while justnow and my,am I delighted...Hee..Thanks dear..

Tomorrow's Friday and Animation is first..Urrgghh!!!!
Before I forget..people..if you do have a job vacancy,please2 do tell me...I need a job..I think ah..Gesture will be much appreciated..Heee...

Dear lappy..Please do get well soon ya..Once I've got the money,I will send you to the hospital immediately..I love you lappy..

To every living souls in the world who's reading my blog...I LOVE YOU PEOPLE ALOT!!!!!!

stupid shit!

I enjoy bringing myself to sadness..
I enjoy torturing myself..
I enjoy doing things which make me tear soon after..

Don't ask me what happen people..Tqah is not asking for any attention.She is just trying to say what she feels like saying in her own blog..Her own space.!

Yeap2..I've tried to throw away the freaking habit long time ago but here I am,starting it all over again.**** me!!!*Dun!

I dunno..I'm really2 confused right now..UUrrgghh!!!Someone help me get things off my mind..If sleeping and not remembering it all back after I wake up could help me,I would..Have I really tried my very best holding this responsibility?I've got no freaking idea...I dunno why I could be wanting to go through all that again when I can still remember what I have read before..Self-torture kan!!

I have given what I can
I think i've tried what I can
I pray to GOD for the future journey
I know I'm strong enough
I know I can handle this tough
Never will I let it bring me down
I will make this work..
See me!

haiz..

Lavender never fail to soothe me always...


When you decided to fall in love,
be prepared for all the risk to take..

Ya..I'm not aware of any risk so far choosing this path with him..I hope in the "years" to come,there won't be any either..

Today,I can say that I was so emotional..Haa..Fah and Shamin who made me laugh today..Thanks..Zura at the later part of the day...Thanks..I want to cry so badly right now but I can't..

I miss you so much..It's the 22nd tomorrow..And I can't wait..

-baby,I miss you-

hmmm..

OK now..
just a brief entry ya...

I had tons and tons of fun yesterdae..
I really mean it ok..
To those people who bother to come down,
thousands of thanks to you guys..I appreciate it alot..

Drama peeps..
we did our stuff..
haha..
its done but im missing it now..

Dearest,I love you..
thanks for coming down yesterday eventhough I know you were tired
thanks for rushing with me
thanks for sending me home
and thanks for all,everything..

and last before I forget..
Happy belated birthday
Nur Fatin Atiqah..
May you have a wonderful year ahead ya..
smiles!!!=)

Have fun people!!!

It was quite sometimes since I last blog and its already late night now..So before I go off to sleep,let me just blog a little ya..I dun wanna leave dust on my bloggy..Hee..

So school...School was.OK lor..Haha...I was so enthusiastic about school on Monday only and after that,I get tired,lazy and the normal feeling came all over again..Haha..This semester seems to be so dry la the lessons but will try hard to cope..

Spending the week with some drama people were sooo enjoyable..A 2-3 days practice for tomorrow's show was great..I really2 miss acting once again..Aand haha,I definitely enjoy every singl second we all spend together..Discovering many nonsensical things with you people all..

So MCGians...We shall all make tomorrow's event a successful one ok??Have fun drama people acting...HahA...Tqah sayanggggg korang..Hahahahhah....

ok NOW...I've got to sleep because mumy is already shouting asking me to sleep and I'm scared tomorrow morning I cannot wake up and then later someone scold me..Hhaa..Goddnight poeople..

Loved

Just another long entry..

First thing before I update my blog..Let me just reply the tag of these 3 'lovely' guys..NotSatisfiable,Yanhadi and Shamin..Ok??Bear with me people..

NotSatisfiable: lol...are you really tat bored? trying jumping off a building with parachute
Tqah:Yes..I am that bored..Very bored in fact!!jump off with parachute?why parachute??i'd rather without it!!More fun lor..

yanhadi: haha..cian awk rot rot rot
Tqah:Cian??Well,is that all you can say??cian??hmph!!

Shamin: rot ehh... kawin ah! baru tak rot seh! lol!
Tqah:kawin??you think getting marrid so easy is it?Walao!!!If easy I marry aready tau..Money man!money..tak sabar2 ke nak makan nasi minyak?Isk!

Well.The reason why Hawa's tag was replied at the tagboard is because her tag was so easy to reply while these 3 guys' are soo quite difficult to reply you see..

OK now.For the proper update..Thursday was fun althought I could say I spend quite a few times crying..Haha..But yeah,the outing with the 2 lovely ladies,Zura and Fah was indeed a relaxing and exciting one for me..Thank you for even inviting me out..Hah..And Zura,thanks for the book!!And niwae..I've finished reading and the book is great..You?

School is starting in less than 48 more hours..Haha..I should say,I'm happy to be going back to school..For certain reasons..Haa..One of them of which I think bf knows..Right?

I've yet to go out and do my collection..I've not been to even 1 house to start my collection.NOT EVEN ONE HOUSE!!and that is really pathetic.

Next Friday,I'm looking forward to it.I dunno why but I am.Haa..You know?To think that if you still have your bestfriend with you up till now,feels great but well,that was all in the past..A normal Friday it would be on the 17 October but I think to someone,it will be quite a day.Hah..And for the fact that its perjumpaan Hari Raye in school.And insyaallah kalau takde pape,I'll be able to meet bf on that day..i MISS HIM LIKE !@#$%^&&(*&^%$#@..i DUNNO HOW TO DESCRIBE HOW MUCH i MISS HIM!and I was hoping I could somehow go to your camp and surprise you and in other words fetch you to school with me..Haa..But we both know I can't!

Ohk..I think my entry is freaking long aready and I'm tired..If bf is gonna call tonite,then I'd better reserve my energy for talking to him later but if he's not going to.Then maybe for tomorrow.So long people..
Loved!!

Wants and wants

Rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot rot..I actually typed all that,word by word ok..I didn't right click and click copy-paste nor did I 'ctrl-c','ctrl-v'..Man.I'm in desperate need to loose up..I wanna dance can?I wanna go out can?

But here I am rotting at home singing to 'Turn me on' from Kevin Lyttle(Wth!!I know)...Internet no longer interest me..Books bore me..Tv irritate me..Urrgghh..Gi tinggal kat zOO sudah..Kat hutan ke!!! Walao!!What's with tomorrow's outing mcm cancelled gitu..I'm dead bored!!

WAIt let me see..A few things I have to do but I haven't yet did anything..Let's see.
1.Go rooftop Esplanade
2.Go all over Singapore to find that dress I fall in love with at Bazaar Woodlands and BUY!!
3.Go movie marathon
4.Singapore Flyer
5.Go Clarke Quay....Dunno for wat
6.Outing with 4 sis
7.Plan Izzati's bbq..Did nothing at all yet
8.Go Vivo..I want the wind and the water
9.Spend the entire day with my dearest dearest boyfriend..(seems like a few hours is not enuf.heh)

UUURRRGGGHHHHH!!!!!I know all this will stay as a want only.I won't really have the chance to really do all this.And yeap,dear friends and all,those who ade hati nak bring me go fulfil this lifelong dream of mine please do tell me and I will try-get this- I will try to make the time.I'll either beg daddy or clean the house or not sleep at all just so daddy could grant me the permission to go out..

And this 'low' is really really really sengaje tau..Da tau I want to dance lagi...ISK!!!!!!
OK people...I wanna go la..Bored-ing la...Ok...And I miss everyone..Hope I'm missed too..k??

I wish I wish..

How I wish I'm a better daughter to my parents
How I wish I'm a better sister to my younger siblings
How I wish I'm a better friend to all my friends
How I wish I'm a better girlfriend to my boyfriend
How I wish I'm a better worshiper
???????????????? ??????????????? ???????????

How I wish.We all want perfection in life.Everyone want to be better in everything they do.Well,me too.I've always tried to be a better person..I'm a daughter,a sister,a friend,a girlfriend and I am a slave to GOD...I dunno if anyone might think I should improve the way I am now.I want the best for myself and I want to be better in everything..

I'm asking for too much,ya I know.But it's human's nature to be asking for too much,right? I'm tired and it seems to be the only phrase I know how to say properly recently..Everyone else are tired too but they dun complain.Well,I didn't complain but I'm just exclaiming..Dong!

Enough of this shit ya...Now let's move on to my aunt's nikah today..

Congrats to me and Kak Netty for successfully dolling up the bride together with her tudung..Yes Kak,we can both start up an 'andam' business ya.Haha..I certainly had much fun today..Spent the time talking to my cousins.Those I think I've only talked 3 words to all thiese while.Yeah,I talked more than a sentence with them today.Hee..Today was fun..But I felt an ache on my shoulder.It will go away..Hha..So now,lets just post a few pics ya..And since I dun want to disturb the akad nikah,I didn't on the flash so the pics a bit dark..





-Linger- -I love u-

Selamat ari raye..

I m so mmmmiiiiissssssiiiiinnnnnngggggg peoples...!!haha...

And to all MUSLIMs,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

Kalau Tqah ade buat salah silap tu,Tqah mintak maaf banyak2 ye..Maaf kan tau..Bulan Syawal nie kalau tak maafkan dose tau..Heee....

Actually banyak nak update tapi banyak sangat la..Malas..Not now..Later later la ye..Ok people..ALL ARE LOVED!!!!

*I seriously2 feel so weird having my entry like this,but I'm currently not in the mood to write properly...Hee..

Smiles..Havee fun people..

ps:Shamin!!!!!!!!!Waa..sedap je cakap aku da gatal eh..Isk!!!wat a fren...Kalau aku da gatal pon,nak kahwin aku tau..Dapat kau makan nasi minyak..Haha/..