RSAF outing and Teacher's day

Ermm yeap..I went to the RSAF open house yesterday..Yay!!Like finally la..Hee..Went with Liyana and my bro.Had fun man..And I shall not tell here how I actually reacted when I looked at the planes.It was somehow a nice day out with my dearest 'kak Long'(Liyana, i mean)..Thanks for the day ya..

After which,we waited for Shikin for half an hour at Yishun before heading off to Mr Shaiful's house.Anak dier cukor rambot la!!Haha..So ya..Sat there for almost 3 hours talking and crapping with that teacher.Hehe..Had fun once again..

OK.people..I had lots and lots of fun..Aiyo..That someone not there to be with me so I go with some other people lor..Heh..

Teacher's day was alright..Spend my time with Khairul,Aishah,Liyana,Muhd Nuh and Rafiq,,Had fun with you people man..



Want to post one more pic but I might get killed if Liyana know I post that pic..ic Hhee..

Ermm.To the Muslims'.... Selamat menyambut bulan Ramadan ye...Smiles smiles always..

OK people...I got to go now.Bye

-Loved-

exams over!!!!

EXAMS OVER...WOOOHOOO.!!!!

oK..Today was my last paper..And I still can't thank Halifah enough for being my life-saver today..My goodness..I wouldn't have known what to do if I hadn't had called you.You see people..When you have an exam,study early and not last minute and then sleep in the middle of studying at late night.Darn!

OK..After paper..Went to chalet with Rusdy..Ermm..zura..You should come lor..We both like really thought you would come sey..Haa..But I know why you didn't.No worries..Chalet was alright..Went there and I find myself smile alot and spending time with some of the people there..Heh..

But I've got something to say here.I know sometimes we say white lie to take care of someone's feelings but at certain times,you have to say what you really want and not the other way round because if you think the person would be dissappointed and just lie,it would only be much more worst if the person know the truth and about how much sadness she have cause people because of her 'greed'..

And damn!my eng getting bad..

Cupid

Hmm..ya..

Just taking a few minutes to post an entry before I study like mad tonight..
Been hopping to one blog and another and I do realize that I've got quite a number of friends who are soo in love..Heh..Cute la eh..Well well,korang kene cupid's arrow eh??Hee..

Well.I hope and wish all the best to you people with your mates ya..Haa..It's so fun to know your friends have got their LOVE...cOOL..OK..!

Now me..Heh..

I'm happy with whatever that is happening to me right now..
And ever single day was indeed a wonderful one..
Regret is not the word I would use
but longing for it..??maybe

Ermm..today lor..

Erm..

IP paper today and I'm dead!!
Ok...
I studied ah but it was difficult lor..
But
I dunno la.

So now...I'm pathetically bored eventhough I know I should be studying Maths.Will do so in a few minutes time..Or even hour.

"Your feelings are important to a new person -- be up front about what you feel."

My horoscope for today says that..Hhaa...Funny suddenly I felt..Hhee..Hahha

OK la...I'm seriously shag!!!!!Suddenly I like to use that word eh..Hhaa..Stop it Tqah!!Ok2..I dun feel shag..I feel tired!

Ruff Jack..Congrats!!!

Ok here now..

Went to Suntec to watch the Semi Finals for the Suntec Dance..My goodness..The trip there was worth it man..I enjoyed myself like sooo soo muc..Only that......
And haha...I was too concentrating on the show that I didn't take a single picture or video..Instead I had sis to shoot and transfer to me..Bad right..But ok lor..

And and..RUFF JACK REP, you guys were soooooo superly awesome..First time seeing their dance live and indeed it was entertaining..Lots of other good dancers also..So mesmerized lor..

Ok now..This tummy of mine have been giving me problems since Monday night..Haiz..I don't really know what's wrong but someone suspected its gastric flu..what is that exactly I dunno..Hhee..

Study for IP paper people..Then we study maths k...

-Loved..Your presence matters-

Hee..Yea!

Heh..

Today was fine!!!Really..
And yeap,I had fun..Thanks to whom who was responsible in making today a nice and wonderful day..Heh..

And so yeap..Thanks to Zura also for erm...u-know-what..Haha.Sayang you lots2..Heh.

And and dear friend!!!Make up your mind ok..Forget or talk..Hhee..You got my support loh..Haha..Go for it..Like what you told me before,follow your heart!!

And ya..That's all ya..And ya people...We're all gonna study maths on Monday after IP paper k..Hhaa..

-Loved-

At this very moment,I'm in the library..Alone..Because Fah just leave me alone to play tennis..Bad kan??Haha.Joking.. Well,So far,my day have been so alright today.Been laughing alot since morning and only did some studying.Hee..Gonna continue on with Maths when Fah come back later..And something funny happen justnow that made me and Fah laugh..Haha..And Fah,Lucky thing you're a girl eh..If not,I'll be having a hard time rejecting you..Haa..And niwae,you mean I look nice only today la..?Haha..

It's Wednesday huh today?Haha.. Got to know that the Fireworks Festival is this Friday,right?I wanna go...with....Argghh!!I wanna go..Da la I miss National Day's firework..Then this now?Unforgivable loh..

Came across this particular video on Youtube.Ha..Actually Thanks to Halifah for letting me hear this song(Separuh masa) in the first place and yeap.Everytime I listen to this song,it reminds me of someone..Who??...My temporary boyfriend..

And yeap.There's certain things I have to sort out first yeap..So long people..

-Loved..Your presence matters-

Trip with MUM

OK.Now..Today was quite an exciting day.Went out with mum to SPCA today.Haha..My very first time there and I have to go through all the difficult roads and paths.Haa.But its ok.Ya ya..There were lots of cats wanting to be adopted too..Haa..Cute loh..

And ya..The last 2 shots you see above are the shots of someone who is so 'gayat' when she get to sit in front on the double-decker bus.Haha..Actually wanted to take a pic of the drver from on top but I scared later he scold.Haa..

So ya..Went to Toa Payoh then to shop and eat..Bought new pair of ssandal.Eventhough thats not what I'm finding exactly but like mum say,to buy it for a while only.Before I get myself a newer pair..Hee..

And ya so.Thats how today was lor..And i'm bored!!!Studied till Chap 4 of IP but still I don't know if I can remember all that by tomorrow.And ya..Going to school tomorrow to study..Wee..And its MATHS!!!heee..And and Fah,I want the biscuits k..Haha..Joking..

-Loved-

New blog skin..

And now..I've finally changed my blog skin.But this is always due to changes if I get bored!Haha..

OK..I know I should be studying but no..I'm doing some useless things.Things which I shouldn't be doing at these moments.I mean,its the exam period right.?What I'm suppose to be doing is actually STUDYING..

Days which I've gone without posting any entry on my blog were somehow fine!!I didn't cry.So that's good enough right.And my phone have been so silent since Saturday,except for the few messages I sent.Other than that,nothing..

I can't wait for exams to be over.Like seriously over!But now,I should study first.But I can't because I'm shagged!!Oh..no..Shagged?

OK..Talking about the word "shagged",I would wanna ask anyone who know the meaning to it..Anyone can please tell me what it means k?

I wanna run
I wanna shout
I wanna scream
I wanna jump
Intention was to go away.
But you came and pull me back

Just some issues.Haa

I didn't know what day it was today until I walked to the MRT station.I can see heaps of i-dunno-what burning and I can see many papers on the ground and burnings and all.Haiz.Well.No comment.We should be respecting the other races and their custom rights?

And so.Went to school today and I had fun eventhough I spend t
most of the time daydreaming but lepak-ing with the guys was great.Haha..Our deary Miss Liana and Mr Aameer and Mr Rusdy looked so great in their traditional costume.Haha..And all I do today is smile.

Well.I've not been studying.Yet!I know I should start but its just that I've got no motivation just yet.And haiz..6 days..lagi aku takde mood nak blajar..But hey,Tqah can so do it lor.I got discipline ok!

I just feel like writing a long entry today but didn't know what to write..

Oh2 ya..I miss Ros,Syimah,Wani,Raudha,Liana,Azura,Halifah,Rya,Fatin and Naqiah..Woohoo..Haha..Really leh.Its' true from the bottom of my mended heart.Hee..And not forgetting all the guys.

Erm.To the particular friend.Eh.Sorry leh,our conversation like always have to be stopped like that like so many time.One day you tell me everything ok?I wanna know the continuation of your story ya.Aniwae.How's S..... , S...... , S..... ?Hee...

I need a run again.*Hint hint fah*This body is giving e the aches again.Urgh.But not now lor.Must study for exams.Hee..

Ok.At this moment,I'm left alone because apparently,someone leave me alone at this particular night at this time.So,I think I better go study and endure the noise those people are making downstairs.Its a pain living on the 2nd floor sometimes.

WTH!!

Before I start off today post,let me just get a little bit random.

"I WANNA DANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Well now..

I spend the first part of my day today daydreaming.Took out my "books" and get back to nostalgia.Haha..

Now,let me say sorry to someone

Actually I forgot what I wanted to write aready.Haiz...So for now.Let me go and get out from here ok.

I am still smiling..

Another wonderful day.
And another I was let to smile.
thanks deary.

Syukur Alhamdulilah.I got what I want today.
Daddy's money didn't go to waste..
And to GOD I thank
for giving me the patience and understanding
To people who care and gave me the motivation too

Life's to short..
Enjoy life.
But enjoy it the right and legal way alright?

Let me take a few minutes to wish 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE'
As every other year,I can't wait as National Day draw near.I had my fun on 9 August and I watch the parade and all and I was so proud and happy.1 phrase I still remember from the telecast is "A crisis break or make people."Something like that..I truly do agree.So people,let us all just be content with what the government serves us alright?

OK now..

Life has been so wonderful.Thanks to people around me..Those who have made me feel so loved and those who make me smile.I love you all.

Watch JOURNEY TO THE CENTRE OF THE EARTH.And oh my,is the movie a fine one.Haha..I enjoyed throughout the movie and I do make a few noisy sounds in the cinema.Well,thats because I can't avoid the need to be awed.Haha..A very interesting movie indeed.And hah.I had my bro along with me..Hee..So people.Go watch the movie aites?

And to you.I .........................................Haha..

Hmm..Deary..

I know it is late.But I will go to sleep as soon as I finish posting this entry alright?

I am so confused right now.Damnation!

You aren't the reason why I am scared
You aren't the reason why I reject

Decision seems to be so hard to make these days
Seems like I've lost all my power in decison-making
I'm too fickle-minded
I'm too over-reacting
But I'm in no wrong to be doing that

I've got no reason to do anything
I've got no reaosn to be pissed
Nor I have the reason to be happy
But deary you..
I want you to know
I may have got no reason to syg you
But I think you know me well to read what I'm feeling..

I'm smiling
Even a thought makes me happy!=)

Pissed!

This is very irritating siao!!

I've been trying to find the time to edit my blog,but I've been going back to it and seeing the same thing again and again.Well,that's because I did nothing yet.

Oh ya..Thanks eh NORAZURA RAZALI for making me do the tagging thing.I am so"happy" to do it!!Haha...But hey..You did make me kill afew hours of my time doing it ..Hah..

And ya so.I had fun again with the 2 good friends of mine today.I know I've not in participating in your lame2 and funny2 things.All I do is laugh.Hah..Well,thats because I'm not as hyped up as you two.Hee..But I had Fun today.I really do.Like always..

I am scared.I am so scared..

Tagged..Thanks eh Zura for making me do this!

1) If the person who hurt you the most recently apologized, you would say…
-" ooh..its ok.."
2) Do you still talk to the last person you kissed?
- Yes.
3) Are you a morning person or a night?
- erm i dunno..half morning half night?
4) Are you there for your friends?
-well.like duhh..of course i do.
5) Are you a forgiving person ?
-haha..i sure am..thats bad right?
6) Do you smoke on the regular?
-smoke..?
7) Are you mad at anyone?
-hmmm..now? no..im a not-mad person ok.
8) Are you an aunt/uncle?
-aunt..hee..
9) Who was the last person you ate with?
-my sis,Izzati and my bro and grandma.
10) Who was the last person you talked on the phone with?
- the last one was my daddy but now alking with someone else..
11) What is something that you do daily that your friends might not know?
-ermm..i dunno?anyone wanna fill me in?
12) Are you feeling uneasy about something lately?
-ya..i do
13) Do you have plans for your friends next birthday? Who? When?
-erm..actually ya but I dunno if its possible to work it out.hehe..
14) Where are your top three friends right now?
-I've got no idea..!Bad tqah!
15) Ever punched somebody or been punched?
-ya..ever happend but not in fights though..play2 only!!
16) Do you want children?
-Like duhh I do..They make your life happier...=)
17) You’re in the hospital, who of your top friends would come visit you?
-I shall get admitted and see who comes first..ok?
18) Anyone from your past come to mind often?
-ya..I wonder why he is still coming into my mind!
19) Are you a happy person?
-of course I am..
20) Is your coming birthday on a holiday?
-no..people are studying for mid year exams you know!so sad=(..!
22) If you had one wish for your best friends what would it be?
-for her to have long life and be happy always.
23) Could you ever be in a long distance relationship?
-long distance?erm..i dunno?
25) Do you have a good grades?
-yea ..i think i do!!
27) Does anyone like you?
-ermm..hha..to anyone out there who like me..Congrats!
30) What the food you last ate?
-Rice with cockles and fish and gravy..
31) What are you wearing right now?
-erm..baju butterfly!!*embarrassed*
32) Where is your handphone?
-beside me..ahha..
33) What are you looking forward for this coming week?
-erm..National Day!!woohoo..!!
34) Whats your favorite subject?
-maths!!!!ahha
35) Whats something you really want right now?
-sleep!hee..
36) Did you bought something new?
-my specs!!
37) What color is your hair?
-ppl would say its black but it not.
38) Do you find yourself loved?
-of course la..my parents love me dearly=)
39) If given another chance to love that person again, would you do so?
-I don't think so..He's not worth loving!Hmph!
40) What are you doing aside from this?
-Talking on the phone
4 people being tagged are:
1.Shamin
2.Rya
3.Izzati
4.Wani

Test..

EC Common Test-Wednesday
Comms Skill Common Test-Friday

My goodness.I'm having my common test in 2 days time.But haiz..I can't seem to be concentrating.I've not been studying.I am not ready for the common test.

Had my run justnow.Thanks Fah,for it.Tired ya,buy I'm still ok!

I am so dependable on something these few days.Haiz.And I think I should stop doing all this.Stop being too dependable on it.But guy,thank you for those indirect company.

N****, I've been thinking of you these few days.Suddenly,the pain just seems to reborn.Haa..The pain just came back.Maybe its because for the fact that it happen a year ago.At this very time.!Haha..Well,maybe your the reason why I've been so scared to take chances.

Right decision is to be made.The very right one.I've been scared but I think I've got to move on huh?

Darling.I know you're not reading this.But I just wanna tell you this if you do.I miss you so much.And I dun think you know it right?But I really do.

Thank you.

I'm in my most fucked up attitude now!!But I will try not to be vulgar in here because some people might be shock if I start vulgarities!

Went out today.Erm.ya.I had 'fun'!And seriously.Before I start doing inappropriate things.I better shut up!

Thanks daddy!I got pizza finally

Mom,Dad and bro


Sis and blur-face mom

Ya,.Fine.Just a summary for today.Today was alright.That smile was before we went out.But it seems like I can't put on that smile back now.

Tired.tired.tired!!

I can see that my tagboard has been left abandon for 2 days and about to be 3 days in a few hours time if no one start tagging it.Either no one have been visiting my conditionofmyheart or they are too lazy to tag.Hhaa..It's ok..

Hmm.Just came back from work and my goodness am I beat.9am-7pm supposingly but it was dragged to 7:30 pm.Haiz.And ya.I so think that today is much more tiring than the other times.Imagine standing there and observing and then move here and there a little bit.Tired.But haa.Everything worth it right?

Today,I was sent to Tampines and I was with the aunties today.Haha..But ok la.Thankfully my very the so dull day was somehow lighten up by those siak-dishwashing guys.Hhaa..Sorry for the description but I really mean it in a good way.Haa..

I really wanna write more but I am so tired than my less-functioning brain is functioning lesser right now that I can't think.

And FAH,if possible,go running or jogging or whatever you call it next week?